Am I assuming?
Now, to continue what I've asked recently kung makikioagbreak ba ko sa 5-year gf ko for somebody who got almost everything I asked for a girl, here's what happened. I broke up with my GF on Christmas Day. Yes. I ***** up. Actually, before pa ang Christmas, we were already cold and hanged up. Our status is complicated since the 21st of December last year. But it climaxed during the Christmas day. Siya na rin ang nag-insist na tapusin na kung tatapusin. So I did. I should have been happier since malaya na ko. The girl I was pursuing already found someone to replace me, at least that's how I thought. She said to me that what we had was over and so I was left alone, like what I was afraid of. Then, our common friend who happened to have interest on her also shared to me about the guy but he doubted it. The girl went to Dubai for her work. And she told our common friend that the guy was not actually somebody and that it did not pushed through. Fast forward, today, we (ex gf)worked it out together again and "fixed" things up. But you know what's crazy? I still miss her (the girl) and I've been stalking around her FB (of cohrse without my ex-gf, now gf again, knowing). I saw her posts that seem to be for me, or for us, for what we've been through, for what we had. Like the song of LANY, "Thick and Thin" and FM Static's "Tonight." As well as Godly posts about surrendering to His will, that "If he really belongs to you, then God will make a way." Those made me think if she still think of me, of us, since there's actually nobody I can think of that she had relationship with, after us. Am I assuming only? Am I exaggerating things? Am I *****?
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