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I think im depressed
Im not sure if this is depression but the worrying is killing me. I lost my job recently. I got a home loan and i dont think it will push thru. My dad is really excited and keep on asking when daw kami lilipat. I guess it will be cancelled but the almost 150k downpayment is non refundable. I stopped paying my credit cards, phone lines, and other bills. My dad doesnt know yet na wla na kong work. Sabi ko lng inuubos ko ung leave ko. Though my siblings know about it. Im trying to cope up by searching for a job but i dont think i can be the same person again. I keep on praying and im still in denial of my situation. Im just sooo down and in my lowest state right now. Sorry but i need a way to vent this out of my chest. Its just unusual of me to feel this way for im always the happy perky type. And ive nver felt being attacked by anxiety or depression, ever. Ayoko nung feeling. :’(
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