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wala na ba talaga

Wala na ba talaga? Wala na ba akong magagawa? Kahit na maliwanagan lang sa nangyari? Minsan lang ako magka gusto... nasaktan pako.

When i started working in my company, there was this guy who asked me out on a date. At first i was never attracted to him although hindi siya pangit. Gwapo sya actually it just didnt register to me. From the very start, i noticed that gwapo features niya but i wasnt having a crush on him. I wasnt attracted. Then he approached me... Asking if i wanted coffee coz he was buying one. I thought he was making this gesture because we came from the same school, because we felt familiar to each other in an unfamiliar place. i thought he was just being nice. He got my number And told me he will text me once he has the coffee. So he did. I had no idea he'd ask me out on a date after that. But he did...

Una akala ko i wont fall for him. I thought bored lang sya. But that date was succeeded by other dates. He would ask me out and waited til i finished my work even late at night. Then he'd send me small gifts... packed lunches and tiny items such as candybars.

Ayun tinamaan nako. Mali ang akala ko na hindi mahuhulog loob ko.

Natunaw puso ko sa mga bati niya sakin sa text... "baby"... "mahal". Hindi dyan nagsimula dilemma ko. Nagkagusto.ako sa kanya... even for a while naramdaman kong gusto rin niya ako.



Nagsimula ang dilema ko... nagsimula ang heartache ko nung Nakita sya ng dad ko. Inabot ko sila, tapos na ang usapan. Hindi ko alam anong nangyari pero kutob ko meron. After that night... after he texted goodnite... i knew it would be the first day of my heartache because cold yung text niya. He used to.call me baby... mahal... pero after nung gabing yun... wala na. Never ko na narinig na mahal niya ako. I knew what was about to come but i couldnt stop him from drifting away. 4 mnths din kaming nagdate... four happy bilssful months... then ginising ako from my sweet slumber... ngayon nababangungot ako ng dilat ang mata coz losing him is still hurting me everyday.

Ang sakit.
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  • cotton_oncotton_on strive for greatness PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    patutsi wrote: »
    Wala na ba talaga? Wala na ba akong magagawa? Kahit na maliwanagan lang sa nangyari? Minsan lang ako magka gusto... nasaktan pako.

    When i started working in my company, there was this guy who asked me out on a date. At first i was never attracted to him although hindi siya pangit. Gwapo sya actually it just didnt register to me. From the very start, i noticed that gwapo features niya but i wasnt having a crush on him. I wasnt attracted. Then he approached me... Asking if i wanted coffee coz he was buying one. I thought he was making this gesture because we came from the same school, because we felt familiar to each other in an unfamiliar place. i thought he was just being nice. He got my number And told me he will text me once he has the coffee. So he did. I had no idea he'd ask me out on a date after that. But he did...

    Una akala ko i wont fall for him. I thought bored lang sya. But that date was succeeded by other dates. He would ask me out and waited til i finished my work even late at night. Then he'd send me small gifts... packed lunches and tiny items such as candybars.

    Ayun tinamaan nako. Mali ang akala ko na hindi mahuhulog loob ko.

    Natunaw puso ko sa mga bati niya sakin sa text... "baby"... "mahal". Hindi dyan nagsimula dilemma ko. Nagkagusto.ako sa kanya... even for a while naramdaman kong gusto rin niya ako.



    Nagsimula ang dilema ko... nagsimula ang heartache ko nung Nakita sya ng dad ko. Inabot ko sila, tapos na ang usapan. Hindi ko alam anong nangyari pero kutob ko meron. After that night... after he texted goodnite... i knew it would be the first day of my heartache because cold yung text niya. He used to.call me baby... mahal... pero after nung gabing yun... wala na. Never ko na narinig na mahal niya ako. I knew what was about to come but i couldnt stop him from drifting away. 4 mnths din kaming nagdate... four happy bilssful months... then ginising ako from my sweet slumber... ngayon nababangungot ako ng dilat ang mata coz losing him is still hurting me everyday.

    Ang sakit.

    what exactly happened kaya heartbroken ka ngayon? hindi masyadong claro yung sinabi mo. mukhang OK naman kayo ah.
  • kimot26kimot26 Single but not looking PExer
    yah kulang ang story, what happen between your father and him?

    TS walang bedscene?
  • patutsipatutsi Member PExer
    Ayaw sa kanya ng tatay ko. Maganda trabaho. Desente background. Private school. Pero ayaw padin. Pag labas ko ng bahay... pumasok tatay ko at inabot ko yung guy nasa labas din ng gate. So nagmeet sila for the first time. May second meeting pa yun... at naulit yung naging cold yung aura ng tatay ko. Sa second meeting nila... hindi ko nawitness. Basta nakasimangot at nagdadabog ama ko. From there... inassume ko na meron syang ginawa or sinabi. Because after that night he never texted the way he used to. Ok kami first four months. Never naging kami pero may hints dahil the boyfriend ang tawag sa sarili. hed send flowers. Wala rin nangyari samin. Kahit french kissing.
  • elhyelhy PAPATAYIN KITA!!!!!!!!!!!!! PExer
    jusmiyo. wala kang problema. hindi mo kasalanan. kasalanan nung guy. pabor pa nga sa kanya iyung dahil pwede kang isama sa drama na "You and Me Against the World"

    Kung ayaw ng Tatay mo sa kanya, mas madali ka ngang maise-sex ni guy eh. optional kung magpapabuntis ka
  • NilsNils Hunter PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    kausapin mo tatay mo. sabihin mo kung yan ang trip nyang gawin sa iyo, mas madaling magpaka self destructive at magpaka *****. sa tambay na adik ka na lang makikipag halayan araw araw.

    at kausapin mo yung lalaki, itanong mo kung bakit ka nya sinasaktan ng ganyan.

    ----
    oo madrama, pero hanggang hindi ka nagtatanong, hindi mo makukuha ang sagot.
  • balbolskibalbolski Count D PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    tsktsk kahit kiskis wala.. sayang na 4 months :lol: :glee:
  • babydoll000babydoll000 Member PExer
    Nils wrote: »
    kausapin mo tatay mo. sabihin mo kung yan ang trip nyang gawin sa iyo, mas madaling magpaka self destructive at magpaka *****. sa tambay na adik ka na lang makikipag halayan araw araw.

    at kausapin mo yung lalaki, itanong mo kung bakit ka nya sinasaktan ng ganyan.

    ----
    oo madrama, pero hanggang hindi ka nagtatanong, hindi mo makukuha ang sagot.

    Ganitong ganito rin dramabelles ni nils sa isang pexer. Magpopost na para syang matinong tao. Months after.---DINISTRIBUTE NYA YUNG HUBAD PICTURE NG TAONG YUN SA FRIENDS NIYA. Hubad... as in kita ang suso.

    Di pa yan nakuntento dyan... pinagkalat din sakin ni nils na may pexer na nagsasaksak ng vibrator dahil sa kanya.

    NapakaBABOY TALAGA NI NILS TALIWAS SA PRINOPROJECT NIYA DITO SA BOARD. NAPAKA GASPANG NG UGALI MASAHOL PA SA HAYOP.

    Parang wala kang anak na babae ah nils.
  • babydoll000babydoll000 Member PExer
    Nabasa ko rin convo ni nils at nung babaeng kinocomfirt kuno nils. Ano pa nga ba niyaya niya mags3x inaantay umuwu galing ibang bansa. Pero pinagmumura niya yung babae kung di niya gusto ang ugali.

    Mura kung mura parang pokp0k ***. :lol::lol: **** kung makapagpost si nils kala mo magalang eh napakabastos nan sa babae!!!!
  • khrisnaaakhrisnaaa Member PExer
    Give him space muna TS. Hayaan mo na muna siya magisip. Kung talagang mahal ka niya, ipaglalaban ka niya.

    Bigyan mo rin ng timeframe yung paghihintay sa kanya. Like for example, 1 month. Kapag wala pa din, move on na lang. At least ngayon alam mo na kung hanggang saan niya lang kaya kang ipaglaban at panindigan. :)
  • blue_tracerblue_tracer soundscapes PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    baka dumating ang panahon na kung sino ang pinakaayaw mong tao yun naman ang gustong pagtulakan ng tatay mo sa iyo.

    magusap kayo ng tatay mo tungkol sa baseline pag dating sa selection ng bfs.

    ayaw lang niya sa particular na taong ito?

    or

    gusto kang ipa-laminate isabit lang sa wall dahil ayaw niya mag ka-bf ka at all? :rotflmao:
  • AccIdPExAccIdPEx Harmony–Seeking Idealist PExer
    patutsi wrote: »
    Wala na ba talaga? Wala na ba akong magagawa? Kahit na maliwanagan lang sa nangyari? Minsan lang ako magka gusto... nasaktan pako.

    When i started working in my company, there was this guy who asked me out on a date. At first i was never attracted to him although hindi siya pangit. Gwapo sya actually it just didnt register to me. From the very start, i noticed that gwapo features niya but i wasnt having a crush on him. I wasnt attracted. Then he approached me... Asking if i wanted coffee coz he was buying one. I thought he was making this gesture because we came from the same school, because we felt familiar to each other in an unfamiliar place. i thought he was just being nice. He got my number And told me he will text me once he has the coffee. So he did. I had no idea he'd ask me out on a date after that. But he did...

    Una akala ko i wont fall for him. I thought bored lang sya. But that date was succeeded by other dates. He would ask me out and waited til i finished my work even late at night. Then he'd send me small gifts... packed lunches and tiny items such as candybars.

    Ayun tinamaan nako. Mali ang akala ko na hindi mahuhulog loob ko.

    Natunaw puso ko sa mga bati niya sakin sa text... "baby"... "mahal". Hindi dyan nagsimula dilemma ko. Nagkagusto.ako sa kanya... even for a while naramdaman kong gusto rin niya ako.



    Nagsimula ang dilema ko... nagsimula ang heartache ko nung Nakita sya ng dad ko. Inabot ko sila, tapos na ang usapan. Hindi ko alam anong nangyari pero kutob ko meron. After that night... after he texted goodnite... i knew it would be the first day of my heartache because cold yung text niya. He used to.call me baby... mahal... pero after nung gabing yun... wala na. Never ko na narinig na mahal niya ako. I knew what was about to come but i couldnt stop him from drifting away. 4 mnths din kaming nagdate... four happy bilssful months... then ginising ako from my sweet slumber... ngayon nababangungot ako ng dilat ang mata coz losing him is still hurting me everyday.

    Ang sakit.

    Humiwalay ka na sa tatay mo kung kaya mo na. Huwag kang mag-alala, magkakaroon ka pa din naman ng mana dahil nakasaad yun sa batas kaya kahit hindi ka manahan ng tatay mo dahil sinuway mo siya, may makukuha ka pa din, yun nga lang, hihintayin mo siyang mamatay at hindi natin alam kung kailan yun mangyayari.

    Pero yung lalake siguro sensitive masyado. May mga ganun talagang tao, imbes na ma-challenge, magmumukmok nalang at magse-self pity. Pero baka naman binantaan ng tatay mo yung lalake na papatayin? Kasuhan niya kamo.
    Ganitong ganito rin dramabelles ni nils sa isang pexer. Magpopost na para syang matinong tao. Months after.---DINISTRIBUTE NYA YUNG HUBAD PICTURE NG TAONG YUN SA FRIENDS NIYA. Hubad... as in kita ang suso.

    Di pa yan nakuntento dyan... pinagkalat din sakin ni nils na may pexer na nagsasaksak ng vibrator dahil sa kanya.

    NapakaBABOY TALAGA NI NILS TALIWAS SA PRINOPROJECT NIYA DITO SA BOARD. NAPAKA GASPANG NG UGALI MASAHOL PA SA HAYOP.

    Parang wala kang anak na babae ah nils.

    Totoo ba ito? :mconfused:
  • ka_denizka_deniz bagong buhay PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    Ang drama naman ng buhay mo ts.

    May erpats kang epal at ang bf mo duwag.

    Ako kasi kapag gusto ko pinaninindigan ko kaya sanay na akong awayin ng mga magulang. (Bakit kaya ganon? Palaging ayaw sa akin ng mga magulang?)

    Sa akin lang, let go. Marami ka pang makikilala. Marami pang manliligW sa iyo. Dapat kung pipili ka ng lalaki yung kaya kang ipaglaban.
  • uzumaki_narutouzumaki_naruto Member PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    patutsi wrote: »
    Ayaw sa kanya ng tatay ko. Maganda trabaho. Desente background. Private school. Pero ayaw padin.

    kung yan lang din ang batayan mo, madali kang maloloko, at walang special sa lalake mo.. madami ang may magandang trabaho, desenteng background at galing sa private school.. at alam yan ng tatay mo.. at minsan, alam din ng tatay kung mali ang intensyon ng isang lalake sa kanilang anak..
  • magalesmagales ako ito eh! PExer
    Ts sibakan nalang tayo
  • cotton_oncotton_on strive for greatness PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    kausapin mo yung tatay mo and maybe ask him kung ano ang napagusapan nilang dalawa. if there is something wrong about it, tell him yung ipinaglalaban mo about your guy.
  • kimot26kimot26 Single but not looking PExer
    balbolski wrote: »
    tsktsk kahit kiskis wala.. sayang na 4 months :lol: :glee:

    kay balbolski 4 days lang need na magbilang nung babae ng 9months:naughty:
  • balbolskibalbolski Count D PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    tanungin mo din kasi TS ano sinabi ni papa kay bf :glee:
  • darmonxdarmonx Member PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    why can't the guy just tell you? why cant you just ask him or your dad.

    may dilemma ka kasi hinuhulaan mo kung ano nangyare o napagusapan. wag mong hulaan... tanungin mo.
  • blue_tracerblue_tracer soundscapes PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    o kaya.. 'hingin mo na lang sa papa mo yung checklist niya baka naka excel pa yun.

    sundan mo na lang checklist niya. :lol:

    kung hindi pa rin obra, abah mag espikikay na lang kayo nun guy para tapos na problema. :rotflmao:
  • lolAtYoulolAtYou Member PExer
    Remember the last scenes of that Amazing Spiderman movie, where Emma Stone asked Peter, "He made you promise, didn't he?". This is kinda the same case, the difference is, you're living in the real world and your pop's not dead.

    My point is, act like you're living in the real world. Wake up from your fantasy filled bs.

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