'Tis the season. Happy Holidays, PExers!
anyone else experiencing this?
Yung parang yeah, you watch homosexual ***** and get aroused, vice versa for heterosexual ones, (so yes, gay) pero hindi mo pa rin nakikita sarili mo having a homosexual relationship, nakikita mo pa rin na you'll have a female partner in the future (but doesn't mind some bromances here and there without actually coming out). You don't see yourself as a woman trapped in a man's body, lalaki pa rin tingin mo sa sarili mo (well for me kasi it's either you're male or female, walang in between. Preference lang yun arousal thing). So parang forever in the closet, like it' just a hidden side of you, although I'm not saying na finafake mo yung pagiging hetero in actions kasi yun talaga yung goal mo. Para bang we'll see how it goes, basta magkaaasawa ako ng babae and magkakaanak kami, hopefully. Hind naman delusional, as in sa perspective mo lang talaga it's how it's supposed to be.
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