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My "Fubu" Story

My "Fubu" Story

Im in love with one of my workmate/friend,my seperate thread ako about this hehe... I told him about this but before i did it I made sure it isn't a passing crush, na I want to take the relationship to another level. But he said he likes me pero im not the seryosohin type daw, ouch diba? I have nobody to blame but myself, my voluptuous body. sabi nya sa akin ang gusto nya daw sa amin purely physical affair lang. I was terribly hurt hearing that from him, mga 2 weeks din hindi ko sya pinansin, super dedma talaga. Ang nakakainis pa dun,sa kanya parang wala lang, kung papanu sya before dati sa akin ganun pa din sya. Like everytime na nagkikita kami sa pantry babatiin nya ko tapos bebeso, nagiiwan ng notes sa table ko just to say hi or good morning, pupunta sa table ko para ikwento sa akin na binigyan nya ng coffe or cake yung nililigawan nya. WTF.


May girl sya na nililigawan sa office, looking at the girl nalaman ko kung anung tipong babae nya, simple lang, petite, tahimik, no boobs, no butt, alam mu yung mga girls na laging parang magsisimba, ganun, pero pretty naman yung girl. Imagine, I have to endure seeing him everyday and courting someone else... it kills me. i cant help but cry every time i see them.

It's really hard when you say I love you to someone and not get the answer you want to hear. sobrang hirap... parang sobrang down ko, naiinis ako, bakit hindi na lang ako naging petite like the girl he's courting ,kim chu type and Im more like ehra madrigal, basta
some guys kasi feeling nila pag ganun flirt na,, pero hindi hindi hindi!!!


So ayun nga, I was able to divert my attention... and keep myself busy with other stuff. kaya lang nagtetext pa rin sya sa akin.. until one time nagtext sya, mahabang message... pero ang main thought lang nun gusto nya ko maging fubu.
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  • say a BIG NO on that guy. madami pa dyan na tao na di sisira ng buhay mo.. mahirap pagsisihan sa huli yan. pakita mo sa kanya kung gaano ka karespetadong tao. :)
  • handshake wrote: »
    say a BIG NO on that guy. madami pa dyan na tao na di sisira ng buhay mo.. mahirap pagsisihan sa huli yan. pakita mo sa kanya kung gaano ka karespetadong tao. :)


    Unfortunately, may continuation pa ang story ko... kinocompose ko
    pa.. hindi ko alam panu ikukwento mga katangahan ko...:mecry:
  • Matagal ko inisip kung papayag ako.. parang gusto ko na ayaw ko... talo kasi ako sa larong gusto nya eh.. pero mahal ko sya.. ***** talaga.

    Almost every friday kami gumigimik ng mga workmates ko, good thing hindi kasama sa circle of friends namin yung nililigawan nya na girl.
    Ewan ko ba pero parang sinasadya na asarin ako kasi sakin pa sya talaga tatabi sa inuman. One time, nag punta ko ng rest room.. sinundan nya ko, nagulat na lang ako pag open ko ng door andun sya, pinapasok nya ko sa loob ulit tapos ni lock!!!That was our first kiss, i know hindi pa sya lasing nakaka 2 bottles pa lang kami..
    he tried to undress me, pinigilan ko sya, ayaw nya tumigil kung saan saan nya ko hinawakan... sa sobrang takot na baka may makakita sa amin pinigilan ko sya...
  • Wow pang scorpion nights pala story mo? And then what happened?
  • dump that guy... you're beautiful, you deserve better.
  • kapag alam mo ng mali...umiwas ka na lang. Mahirap? Hell yeah lalo na kung gusto mo yung guy pero dapat mong gawin kasi sinabi na nga niya sa yo in no uncertain terms na casual and physical relations lang ang gusto niya sa yo.

    Believe me...i know kung gano kahirap pinagdadaanan mo...im in exactly the same predicament kaya alam ko kung gano kahirap yan pero girl dapat mong umiwas as in matinding iwas. Bakit ikaw ang iiwas? Kase...kahit na anong gawin mo kahit na pakiusapan mo pa yan na lubayan ka na...hindi niya gagawin yon at lalapitan ka niyan. Itetext, kokornirin, lalandiin, etc. Hindi ka niyan bibitawan kasi alam niya na konting kalabit lang niya bibigay ka.

    He has everything to win and nothing to lose. Samantalang ikaw, you have everything to lose and then some. I understand na you feel you love the guy kaso wrong person siya eh. You have to accept that...the sooner you do accept it the sooner you'll get out of the situation. Wala kang panalo dyan...i know it sucks but how he sees and treats you...will probably never change so find someone who will give you the love and attention you deserve.

    Good luck.
  • hnd dapat pag-aksayahan ng panahon ang mga ganyang tipo ng lalaki.. ibaling mo na lang s iba ang attention m.. we'll see if he's affected..;);):lol::lol:
  • Tanong ko lang Ms. TS: sabi mo "gusto mo na ayaw mo."

    Naiintindihan namin kung bakit "ayaw mo"... dahil ito ay fubu lang. At parang talo ka sa ganitong setup.

    Ang hindi ko masyadong maunawaan, ay yung part na "gusto mo". Parang nilaktawan mo ang mga detalye dito.

    Gusto mo ba dahil sa physical pleasure o dahil you think you can eventually convince him to love you? Paki-elaborate lang po.
  • @Cecill- yes, i know i have to let go of this feeling na... wait nyo lang po yung susunod hindi naman ako MASYADONG nagpadala sa feelings ko...


    @JesterOne- to answer your question, yes gusto ko kasi somehow im hoping na mahahalin nya din ako.. stupid ko noh? well...
  • Ice BurnIce Burn PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    So because you think you love him, you chose to scratch that itch you have with him?

    Alam mo, kung bastusin nga ang tingin sa yo ng mga tao, ikaw na mismo ang nagmamanifest ng aura na yan. Marami namang voluptous diyan na hinde bastusin tignan at umasta.

    Respect yourself first and you will find a guy who will respect you for who you are and not because of your body.

    As for this guy, you really think you love him or baka naman ego lang yan and you just want to beat out the other girl he fancies?
  • jed_allanjed_allan PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    TS,palagay ko may nangyari na senyo.:lol:
  • Ice BurnIce Burn PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    Malamang, fubu yung thread title. :lol:

    In a nutshell, she thinks she loves the guy, didn't let the guy fuck her in the bathroom because she was scared to get caught but eventually fucked the guy later on and now feels disgusted with herself for letting herself be used (and could possibly be pregnant like a lot of dilemmas here) and hates seeing the love interest of the guy who is respectable and demure unlike her who exhibits an aura of easiness and skankiness. Now she thinks she loves the guy but knows nothing is going to come out of the relationship but can't bring herself to give him up and the sex.

    Am I right? :lol:
  • jed_allanjed_allan PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    Kahit sinong lalake,di mag i insinuate na gusto nya ng FUBU setup unless may nangyari na.Sabihin mo yun before may mangyari,e di NO agad sagot ng babae.Yun ang bala namin eh.May nangyari na so,kahit ano ang i-suggest na setup,papayag yung girl lalo na kung inlove sya.

    Si TS,kunwari feelings nya ang kinoconsider nya pero malamang,may nangyari na kaya naiisip nyang pumayag na lang makipagFUBU.Pero di ba may nangyari na nga at di naman sila magsyota? FUBUs na sila.:lol:
  • and so I was able to stop him. akala ko dun na matatapos yun, akala ko titigil na sya, na he finally got the message na ayoko ng gusto nya mangyari pero hindi pa rin pala. Pinipilit ko na tanggapin na lang na ayaw nya sa akin, na he's just not into me, ok naman ako dun eh. Sabi nga ng mga friends ko may mga tao din naman na mahal ako pero hindi ko lang pinapansin so in our case its just the other way around. Fine! I told myself na pag lumapit pa ko sa apoy masasaktan lang ako.Ok na sana.. I was able to ignore his text messages and him as well. Until one night dumating na naman yung time na kasama ko sya, it was a saturday night and we were in a bar with some colleagues, na anticipate ko na na possible na gawin nanaman nya yun. So yun nga, hindi ko sya kinakausap the whole time we were together, i was acting as if we didnt know each other, bad trip nga lang yun mga kasama namin kasi na sesense nila yung bad vibes so hindi sila masyado nag enjoy. so 4 hours later nagyaya na sila umuwi, ewan ko ba, lahat sila out of way so ininvite nya ko sumabay sa car nya. yes, yes, i know ang ***** ko!! batuhin nyo na ko ng bato!! ako na ang pinaka desperada ang malanding babae sa buong mundo pero mahal ko sya...
  • jed_allanjed_allan PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    ang daming cheche bureche.sabihin mo na kasi na nagsex kayo.:lol:
  • blue_tracerblue_tracer PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    tama lang na wala itong thread sa dilemma at nandito sa stories.

    basically, naglalahalad/nagkukuwento ka lang naman ng mga pangyayari sa buhay mo, right?

    assume ko na maganda ka bukod pa doon, sexy ka 'kamo. siguro naman sumagi dito sa guy na kagustuhan ka kahit papano. but just like what ice_burn has mentioned, baka kasi nasa aura mo rin.. kung papano mo project sarili mo enough para masabi nitong guy na di ka dapat seryosohin.

    ang bestfriend kung babae (married to my barkada) maganda + boobsie. pero marunong siyang mag project na hindi siya bastusin.

    like i said, wala naman problema dito. mukhang papunta na sa fubu ang direction ninyo. enjoy and goodluck.


    ps:

    goodluck - dahil simula pa lang may investment ka nang emotion, considering na gagawin ka lang niyang fubu. pero choice mo yan, kaligayahan mo yan. buhay mo yan.
  • I just find myself in a room with him, for some reason hindi ako masaya, parang may mali, hindi ba ito ang gusto ko? na makasama sya? makausap? na kahit sandali lang maramdaman ko, even if he's just pretending na he needs me., and when he started kissing me.. I cried.. mali ito eh.. hindi dapat.. hindi ako ***** para hindi isipin na after this itatapon nya na lang ako parang basura. And so I tried to stop him, pero ayaw nya..he grabbed me and pushed me towards the bed, imagine my shock and disappointment.. parang hindi na sya yun, ibang iba...I could smell the violence emanating from him, I was scared to death.. I tried to push him away but he was too heavy so I kicked him with my right leg,what came next was the sharp sensation of a fist slamming to my upper arm and face.. then he stopped, for about 5 minutes he's just staring at me, not saying anything and when he finally said something, (he said he was sorry) I stood up, fixed myself and left.

    It's been almost 2 weeks since it happened. I rarely talk about it...I try to avoid the topic at all costs. I hate the flashbacks and the nightmares and the depression and the feeling of disgust whenever I even think about it and how it affects my eating disorder. God this was really hard to do...I'm afraid of people pointing fingers at me and saying that I deserved what I got.


    Thank you for listening to my story.
  • ^find another job...despite your hesitance, the guy will continue pursuing you..and even if he succeeds in achieving his ego-booster, he will not stop...don't ever think that he will have all the initiative to let you go, because he won't, not because he loves you, but it's due to the fact that he knows that you will eventually surrender to him...for now, let your body language be in tune to your "NO"...to reiterate, find another job and save your soul
  • temptation as it may seem, love works in a mysterious ways. Dont fall for someone you cannot have. Dont give in to his wrong doing.
    Let's say may nangyari sa inyo sigurado ka ba na ikaw ang iniisip nya?? hehehe. Dont let guilt struck you real hard once the deed is done.

    As of this writing i hope TS you WONT GIVE IN to his liking. PRAY HARD and resist those LUSTFUL TEMPTATION. Let GOD guide you on the right track. Nagsisimba ka ba TS? Start now...
  • purpleheadd07purpleheadd07 PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    aww, tapos na pala ang story. pero tapos na nga ba? :naughty:
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