i'm seriously considering suicide

pagod na ko, hindi ko talaga alam, nagiisip ako ng mga paraan kung paano ko tatapusin ang buhay ko. ayoko lang masakatan ang mga maiiwan ko sa buhay, ang nanay ko at ang dalawang kapatid kong bunso, importante sila sa akin. hindi ko na alam kung paano, gusto ko ng mawala. sa mga kapwa ko dito, naisipan nyo na ba magpakamatay? at paano nyo nalampasan ang mga sobrang bigat na problema? pasensya na kung dito ko nalalagay ito, ayoko lang magopenup sa mga taong nakakakilala sa akin. salamat.
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  • helppohelppo Member PExer
    hi..i also considered suicide before eventhough i know kasalanan yun, at sigurado sa hell and diretso ko..but i realized i'm just looking at the negative side of life..i questioned god, and then somehow he made me realize na tignan ang mag magandang side ng buhay..nagiging masyado lang tayo negative minsan e..look around you, be more sensitive sa buhay ng iba..even watching the news will make you ralize na mas madami pang mas malala ang problema kaysa sayo..wag ka mahiya maging open sa iba..ibang tao ang gagamitin ni god para matulungan ka..will pray for you..
  • fgabby0811fgabby0811 ^shadow PExer
    pagod na ko, hindi ko talaga alam, nagiisip ako ng mga paraan kung paano ko tatapusin ang buhay ko. ayoko lang masakatan ang mga maiiwan ko sa buhay, ang nanay ko at ang dalawang kapatid kong bunso, importante sila sa akin. hindi ko na alam kung paano, gusto ko ng mawala. sa mga kapwa ko dito, naisipan nyo na ba magpakamatay? at paano nyo nalampasan ang mga sobrang bigat na problema? pasensya na kung dito ko nalalagay ito, ayoko lang magopenup sa mga taong nakakakilala sa akin. salamat.

    hi! sana buhay kpa pag nabasa mo to....
    joke im just letting you smile...
    wag mo sayangin buhay mo, kng ano man problema na naging reason para magpakamatay ka, just think of it as a problem, d tau binigyan problem na walang solution...i've been down also a lot of times that made me think of that as well, but there's still this portion at the back of your mind na pipigil ***..and its gud to know that naiisiip mo mga mahal mo sa buhay kasi its never too late to divert your attention & love to them instead of dwelling with that problem....
    "LOOK AT IT SQUARELY IN THE EYE, AND SAY I AM BIGGER THAN YOU, YOU CANNOT DEFEAT ME";);););)
  • morhelmmorhelm Member PExer
    ok tol.. nag register lang talaga ako para sayo.

    Pare, hindi ko alam kung ano yung problema mo, pero ang sinisigurado ko sayo, HINDI SOLUSYON sa problema mo ang pagpapakamatay.

    Oo, minsan naiisipan ko ring tapusin ko na ang buhay ko sa sobrang hirap at sakit ng mga nangyayari. Pare, maniwala ka, hindi lang ikaw ang nahihirapan. Maraming tao sa mundo ang katulad mo ring gusto ng sumuko. Pero hindi sila sumusuko at pinagpapatuloy pa rin ang buhay nila. Dahil minsan lang tayo mabuhay. May kaklase ako nung high school, namatay siya sa cancer at the age of 15. At naisip ko, napakalaking oportunidad ang ibinigay sa akin dahil buhay pa ko.

    Look on the brighter side of life. Even if you think you just lost everything, you still have one thing, and that is YOUR LIFE. As long as we are still alive there is HOPE. Hawak natin ang kapalaran natin. We may fail sometimes, and people will fail us most of the time, but no matter what, you will always have yourself to start all over again. All of us get defeated at a certain time of our life. But these FAILURES in life are just TEMPORARY. Remember, you may loose everything, but you will ALWAYS HAVE YOURSELF (and GOD, he is always there to lift you up).

    All of us are struggling in this life. But I choose to see every moment as an opportunity to grow, give love, and make the best out of life.

    Sabi nga, walang araw na malungkot. May mga araw lang na masaya ka, mas masaya, at mas pinakamasaya ka.

    Choose to live.
  • AiRTuxAiRTux Member PExer
    Maraming nagmamahal sayo (nanay, mga kapatid , at mga kaibigan mo) ibig sabihin maraming pede tumulong sayo. Lahat ng problema may solution bakit hindi mo solusyonan yan. Bka simple lang yang problema mo. Parang dun sa isang news na nabasa ko, one of the richest man in the world commits suicide because he looses billions of dollars because of the economic crisis and he has few billions left on his pocket... the heck what a reason to commit suicide with a few billions left???. try to evaluate your situation baka naman pinapalaki mo lang problem mo. Natatawa lang talaga ako sa mga reason nung mga nag cocommit ng suicide napaka babaw ng mga dahilan nila or kayang kaya naman solusyonan problema nila.. may mga tao nga na sa ilalim lang ng tulay na tutulog pero they choose to continue their life. try to seek help, suicide is not and will never be a solution to any problem.
  • alyconealycone Member PExer
    I've been under medication for more than 3 years now due to a mood disorder and there have been many times during this period where I wanted to just give up and die but whenever this dark thought's in my mind, I always pray to Jesus and ask him to erase the fears and the uncertainties that I have had.

    Just remember to pray to Jesus and ask for his help. Having a strong faith in Him can help you a lot with whatever sadness and pain you are feeling. Always remember that you are not alone as there are other people who are also experiencing what you are going through.

    If you feel that nobody understands you, look for people who can like your family. If you feel that you can't talk to them, you can talk to your friends or you can join a group where you feel you can be with people who would understand you.
  • la perruquela perruque Searching for my penguin. PExer
    I've gone through this, I still sometimes think about it. One advise that kept me from doing so, and I now keep in mind is: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. All things will come to pass.
  • longkalog71longkalog71 Master HungHang PExer
    pagod na ko, hindi ko talaga alam, nagiisip ako ng mga paraan kung paano ko tatapusin ang buhay ko. ayoko lang masakatan ang mga maiiwan ko sa buhay, ang nanay ko at ang dalawang kapatid kong bunso, importante sila sa akin. hindi ko na alam kung paano, gusto ko ng mawala. sa mga kapwa ko dito, naisipan nyo na ba magpakamatay? at paano nyo nalampasan ang mga sobrang bigat na problema? pasensya na kung dito ko nalalagay ito, ayoko lang magopenup sa mga taong nakakakilala sa akin. salamat.

    problems are meant to be solved in the spirit of fun. man by nature is a problem-solving creature. what makes your situation heavy is your emotions. develop a philosophical or spiritual approach that will make you look at life as a fun game of problem solving. its just a matter of perspective.
  • longkalog71longkalog71 Master HungHang PExer
    alycone wrote: »
    I've been under medication for more than 3 years now due to a mood disorder and there have been many times during this period where I wanted to just give up and die but whenever this dark thought's in my mind, I always pray to Jesus and ask him to erase the fears and the uncertainties that I have had.

    Just remember to pray to Jesus and ask for his help. Having a strong faith in Him can help you a lot with whatever sadness and pain you are feeling. Always remember that you are not alone as there are other people who are also experiencing what you are going through.

    If you feel that nobody understands you, look for people who can like your family. If you feel that you can't talk to them, you can talk to your friends or you can join a group where you feel you can be with people who would understand you.

    is it ok alycone if i ask what kind of mood disorder do you have?
  • noellantinnoellantin Member PExer
    matagal na akong hindi pumapasok sa PEX at ngayon na narito ako, ang una kong nakita ay ang sulat mo. kapatid, bata ka pa. medyo mapusok ka pa at medyo mabigat magdala ng problema. mga ilang taon mula ngayon, pag mas maayos na ang buhay mo, iisipin mo sa sarili mo, "bakit ko ba naisip na gawin yong pagpapakamatay?" pero pag tinuloy mo yan, sayang, hindi mo na makikita ang pagganda ng buhay mo. hindi mo na makikita ang paglaki ng mga kapatid mo. hindi mo na makikita ang pag-asenso mo. tama ang lahat ng payo ng mga sumagot sa sulat mo. laging may sagot ang Diyos. palagi. i can tell you this because i have gone through so much in my more than 47 years in this world. 5 years ago, i joined Couples for Christ and i discovered how God is truly in our lives and how He will always help us in His time. it has to be in His time because that His timing is perfect. always! hintayin mo lang. dadating ang sagot sa mga problema mo. pasyal ka sa simbahan na pinupuntahan ninyo at kausapin mo ang pari. makakagaan yan sa loob mo. ingat, kapatid.
  • ...about your Mom and the rest of the family.

    Don't live for yourself for now. Live to help out your nanay and siblings.
    I'll tell you what.

    I came here today in pEX hoping to ask help for my 11 yr old girl cousin who is in the Philippines and was diagnosed with Primary lymphoma / secondary thymoma.

    She needs to live for her family.

    Kailangan mong maisip na marami pang ibang taong mas naghihirap sa iyo.

    You can also seek medical assistance because this may probably be bipolar disorder. Some people do have a legitimate medical condition like this we are not here to judge.

    Hope you get better
  • diego18diego18 Member PExer
    Mga pagpipilian mo:

    1. BIGTI - masakit sa leeg,hindi ka makakahinga tapos maiihi at matatae ka muna sa hirap bago ka madedo kaya huwag. Hindi ka maganda tingnan sa ataul na labas ang dila.

    2. PAG-INOM NG LASON - Masakit sa lalamunan at sa sikmura. Sisirain ang bituka mo tiyan, masakit din sa katawan kasi ikakalat sa nervous systemang lason. Pangit pagmasdan ang bangkay mo kasi tulo laway na bumubula ka.

    3. TALON SA BUILDING - Gusto mo bang mamatay na bali ang buto at basag ang bungo? Magkakalat ka pa ng dugo sa kalsada.

    4. PASAGASA SA TRUCK - Isa pa 'to, nakakita na ako ng nasagasaan, parang ginawang burger patty ang ulo kasi flat na, yung puso nya tumalsik 5 meters away, nagkalat sa highway ang bituka. Hindi maganda kung ganito ang gagawin mo, imaginenin mo pa lang, masakit na..isipin mo kung papaano pa magiging reaksyon ng mga sisilip sa burol mo?

    In short,masakit. Marami pang may mas nakakahigit sa kung anuman ang mga pinagdadaanan mo ngayon.
  • tsangkikaytsangkikay Member PExer
    At a very young age of 7 ay cinonsider ko na ang magcommit ng suicide dahil sa napahiya ako at feeling ko non ay napakabigat na ng problema ko. Naglulong ako sa room at nang lumabas nagtimpla ng coffee, binudburan ng baby powder at dahan dahankong ininom habang nakikiramdam kung mahihilo ako o bubula ang bibig ko.

    Everytime na maaalala ko yun hanggang ngayong 30's na ako at natatawa ako. Napakasimple ng mga problema at mas madaming tao ang mas mabigat ang problema. Dahilan para di ka magsuicide:

    1.Kung kikitilin mo ang buhay na pinahiram sayo ng Diyos ay isang napakabigat na kasalanan. Dahil lang sa temporary problem na naranasan mo ay walang hanggang paghihirap ang reward mo sa Hell?

    2. Kung iniisip mo ang mga mahal mo sa buhay na maiiwan, gugustuhiinmo bang masaktan sila at manghinayang sa buhay mo? Sa simpleng problema na may solusyon ay naduwag ka at sumuko? Madami ngang iiyak sayo pero walang hahanga sa ginawa mo! Walang gugustuhing maalala ka lagi kasi nagpakamatay ka!

    3. Kung after mo magsuicide ay narealize mo na mali pala ang ginawa mo ay mauUNDO mo ba ang mga pangyayari?

    Kalokohan, kaduwagan at malaking katangahan ang pagpapakamatay! Pag nakakaramdam ka ng depression ang pinakamabisang paraan ay kausapin mo si God, umiyak ka sa kanya, magbasa ka ng bible, tignan mo ang buhay ng iba at makikita mong mas maswerte ka pa sa kanila. Count your blessings siguro naman ay madami pa ding magagandang nanyari sa buhay mo na dapat mong ipagpasalamat.
  • deadfishswimdeadfishswim sookiesnacks PExer
    hope the person who posted this is still alive. Like everybody else who posted in here... I've thought about committing suicide myself but the only thing that saved me from that deep depression and that thought is reading the Bible!!! I'm not a religious person but reading the Bible and praying really helps!
  • slick101slick101 Member PExer
    na isip ko na nga din toh, kaso parang ang hirap. di ko pa alam kung paano gagawin.

    nag basa ako ng suicide for dummies, kaso natawa naman ako instead na maging serious/suicide mode ako.
  • CarltonCarlton Member PExer
    The best way to commit suicide without other people knowing that you have committed suicide is rent a boat and drown your self in ocean.
  • dakota_akodakota_ako Member PExer
    ako tol, me suicidal tendency din. until now, pag naiisip ko mga pinagdadaan ko, kinoconsider ko talaga magpakamatay. pag nadedepress ako, iniisip ko magpakamatay. kahit nakakabasa ako ng mga inspirational messages, suicide pa din naiisip ko to end my sufferings. i think i'm a loser. btw, i think i'm bipolar.
    una ako nagtry magsuicide when i was in high school. uminom ako ng maraming gamot na nasa med cabinet namen. wala namang nangyari kaya andito pa din ako. the secong time na tinry ko was after grad from high school. i was about to drink baygon pero napigilan ko. naisip ko din maglaslas ng pulso pero buti di ko natutuloy.
    mga tol, lage ako nadedepress. kahit masaya ako ngayon, iniisip ko magiging problema bukas.
    ayoko ng ganito. kahit pigilan kong maging negative, di ko maiwasan.
    pls pray for me.
  • slick101slick101 Member PExer
    Carlton wrote: »
    The best way to commit suicide without other people knowing that you have committed suicide is rent a boat and drown your self in ocean.

    oh well, drowning is one of my options, but how im i going to operate the boat alone? geez

    where to rent a boat in Manila?
  • laluzgalaluzga Member PExer
    Sana you chose the right decision. Always remember that GOD is bigger than your problems. don't dwell on negative thoughts, it will only add up to your depression. Pray always. If you want, visit The Feast in Valle Verde on Sunday, you will surely be enlighted. You can come at 8am, 10:30 or 1pm
  • CarltonCarlton Member PExer
    slick101 wrote: »
    oh well, drowning is one of my options, but how im i going to operate the boat alone? geez

    where to rent a boat in Manila?

    I'm not sure mate, because I'm not from Manila.

    Oh another thing. before you throw yourself in the water, inject/take high dose sedative,anesthetic and muscle relaxant drug, so that you won't suffer.

    Its a beautiful quite death.

    There is saying "dying is the most beautiful in the world" because you don't need to worry about getting old or problems.

    For me, I scheduled my death already. I told myself, I'll be dead before I reach 50 or 60 years of age, because I don't want to end up in a nursing home lol...
  • CarltonCarlton Member PExer
    laluzga wrote: »
    Sana you chose the right decision. Always remember that GOD is bigger than your problems. don't dwell on negative thoughts, it will only add up to your depression. Pray always. If you want, visit The Feast in Valle Verde on Sunday, you will surely be enlighted. You can come at 8am, 10:30 or 1pm

    I think you are suffering from delusion. There is no God...
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