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how's your heart, my dear?

I've attended Sam's 1st birthday (a friend's daughter) at a place so far from mine's. But heck, who cares? I still have an inner child with me. I still enjoy watching kids running to & fro, eating their chocolates or ice creams (that are sometimes good for our soul). How I wish I'd never grown.

A fellow visitor surprisingly asked me (of all questions, huh!) "How is your heart, my dear?" I was a bit stunned...

Aired with confidence, I answered her, "fine & de-cluttered..."

Finally, I had the courage to dump all those "stuff" accumulated through the years. The frustrations, annoyances, fears, anger, apathy, compromises (name it..I have it...) piled up inside me. Sadly, I tolerated it for quite some time.

Apparently, so much had happened in the past:

I've known death and birth;


I've been brave and scared;


I've hurt, I've helped;


I've been honest, I've lied;


I've destroyed, I've created;


I've been with people, I've been lonely;


I've been loyal, I've betrayed;


I've decided, I've waffled;


I've laughed and I've cried.


Gone were my frail heart & my frayed history-


And now, another day begins...

HOW ABOUT YOU? HOW'S YOUR HEART, MY DEAR?
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  • it's bleeding....with the help of wine it helps me drown my feeling... kindda applicable red wine is good for your heart...no pun intended.hehehe
  • my heart is still broken.:mecry: broke up with ER 2 months ago..But im getting by..life must go on.because id like to think that my life is better without him;)
  • -=+cZaRiNa+=--=+cZaRiNa+=- PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    My heart is now ready - to love again.:heartpump:
  • baklitabaklita PEx Veteran ⭐⭐



    my hurt... este my heart is just fine... always ready to fall in love over and
    over again. nakalima na nga ako ngayon. kaya ko pang tumanggap ng
    pagmamahal. this is my life... my hanapbuhay. please come in noh!

    sasagutin ko na kya yung pang-anim? keme ko talga noh!!

    aihihihi!!! :)

    baklita



  • mine, i can always accept anyone who knocks at my door heheh! pasaway. walang kadala-dala
  • my heart has been wounded...but i know it will heal again.
    like you it has been broken many times into a gazillion pieces but it grew back bigger than it was the first time.
    it grew stronger through the years...i guess that's what happens when the muscles of the heart is continuously challenged to its maximum stretching capacity.
    my heart is deeper too...many people are surprised how deep it is...some people drown in it and scramble to get out...some people swim gloriously in it...and there are those who see it as a blessing.

    my heart will be fine...once it get's healed...it will be ready to love again.
  • my heart found a partner...but recently, someone from the past has came back, the one who shattered my heart 2 years ago...now i feel a little uncertainty in it...i thought its over now i'm not sure if it really ended.
  • bhebhe22 wrote: »
    I've attended Sam's 1st birthday (a friend's daughter) at a place so far from mine's. But heck, who cares? I still have an inner child with me. I still enjoy watching kids running to & fro, eating their chocolates or ice creams (that are sometimes good for our soul). How I wish I'd never grown.

    A fellow visitor surprisingly asked me (of all questions, huh!) "How is your heart, my dear?" I was a bit stunned...

    Aired with confidence, I answered her, "fine & de-cluttered..."

    Finally, I had the courage to dump all those "stuff" accumulated through the years. The frustrations, annoyances, fears, anger, apathy, compromises (name it..I have it...) piled up inside me. Sadly, I tolerated it for quite some time.

    Apparently, so much had happened in the past:

    I've known death and birth;


    I've been brave and scared;


    I've hurt, I've helped;


    I've been honest, I've lied;


    I've destroyed, I've created;


    I've been with people, I've been lonely;


    I've been loyal, I've betrayed;


    I've decided, I've waffled;


    I've laughed and I've cried.


    Gone were my frail heart & my frayed history-


    And now, another day begins...

    HOW ABOUT YOU? HOW'S YOUR HEART, MY DEAR?


    my heart today is numb, cant feel anything..... same with my head, i guess :glee:
  • i have always opened my heart and mind for new relationships but i always end up with the wrong guy. whew!!
  • If my heart has a mind, then its psychologically unstable..

    its schizophrenic and delusional

    it has a strong tendency to be obsessive

    its always anxious; always paranoid

    it claims to be sure of what it wants, but it unconsciously yearns for something different, something more...

    it suffers from frequent attacks of depression

    all it really wants is happiness, contentment and "peace of mind"...
  • My heart wants to rest. It's looking for someone to tend it. However, it does not want to give itself yet and open itself for more pains than it could handle. The scars are forming, forming a hardened wall... yet so fragile that if broken again, it will never beat for anybody ever.
  • baklitabaklita PEx Veteran ⭐⭐


    right this very minute...

    ... I'm suicidal and homicidal!

    ... I think I'm spiderman... wearing the costume of darna noh!!

    aihihihi!!! :)

    baklita


  • ^ sis baklita!

    mas uso ang zsa zsa zaturnnah noh! :rotflmao:

    manonood ako bukas! sama ka? :lol: sige! libre na kita, isara mo lang yang parlor mo noh!

    ahahaay!

    ayane ;)
  • my heart is obsessed with someone and i don't like that feeling--you know being obsessed
  • Sayeesha wrote: »
    My heart wants to rest. It's looking for someone to tend it. However, it does not want to give itself yet and open itself for more pains than it could handle. The scars are forming, forming a hardened wall... yet so fragile that if broken again, it will never beat for anybody ever.


    sis life's bout bouncing back after each fall...try to put an armor around your heart. Just be cautious, but don't be afraid to take a risk if & ever it'll beat again 4 someone :)
  • my heart is BLEEDING so much.!!!!! grabeh..ung tip0ng...parang feeling na....lalabas na talaga sa katawan k0 eh...at puput0k sa s0brang sakit ng feeling..waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah :( :mecry:

    its hurts../ ...t0 feel dat ginagamit ka lang pala...

    everyday..i w0ke up..thinking ....im same stupid *****..pers0n!.... maxad0ng naging martir..di naman ak0 ganit0..eh..per0..when im around him....i can helped but d0 what i he want me t0 do..even i d0nt really like it...its exhausting...wahhhhh.... d0ing his pr0jects..or assignments.....basta...wahhh.. :mecry: its 0key naman..but...its juz dat.....pagmatap0s k0 na gawin it0 lahat...di sya magpaparamdam......

    ung ginawa nya sa akin..ginawa nya pala sa ex nya.. :( :mecry: ITS MUCH WORSER FEELING! i hate..him i hate guys..i hate them..!!!!!!!!...BAKET ganit0! palagi! wahhh
  • my heart still loves my ex, its no longer hurting..it has already healed and is still wanting him.. i hope matahimik na heart ko soon.. :(
  • presently? well, gusto ko na makapagpahinga yung puso ko.. kase hanggang sa tingin at panaginip na lang e.. yun lang..
  • VINCEsanityVINCEsanity PEx Influencer ⭐⭐⭐
    My heart is now ready - to love again.:heartpump:


    weeeeeeee, can i ask for application form :glee:
  • my heart is madly in love right now but is just so malandi and keeps on sending signals to my brain that i end up dreaming about my office mate every night! lech!
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