Self punishment ???

[Agent Smith]

why do i feel like i can't really get into anything anymore ? it's like i'm not up to doing anything at all !
sigh.. i dunno how to have fun na.. tapos ang hilig hilig kong kontrahin sarili ko lalo na when it has something to do with being productive.. di na ako makaenjoy ng kahit ano.. di ko rin nagagawa mga plans ko..
i can't even enjoy anything anymore. it's like i'm punishing myself ? helppp !!!

[Agent Smith]

it's like everything i do, 2 steps forward 1 step backward.. geez everyday ganito na lang.. palagi na lang parang i make myself sad.. you know ? like i cause myself self depression? it's like i can't even afford to be happy anymore.. even with the things i used to do.. grabe ang weird ko ngayon..
i'm struck with indecisiveness sobra.. it's like i can't even trust my own decisions or myself or anything and everything around me..

[vampygal]

hey,Agent Smith! loosen up!

[Agent Smith]

i'll try..

[SoCarrots]

why do i feel like i can't really get into anything anymore ? it's like i'm not up to doing anything at all !

tapos ang hilig hilig kong kontrahin sarili ko lalo na when it has something to do with being productive.. di na ako makaenjoy ng kahit ano.. di ko rin nagagawa mga plans ko..

it's like i can't even trust my own decisions or myself or anything and everything around me..

i feel the same way sometimes. i feel like i'm lost, but don't stress yourself out kundi you'll go crazy.

you should probably explore or try doing things you haven't done before, and who knows it might get you back on track--working on your plans, etc.

take it easy.