elementary days, victim ako ng pam-bubully. i remember when i was in grade 6 there was a boy who put my name on my classmate's slam book as his crush, when he found out na binu-bully ako halos lahat ng classmates ko. bigla b naman nya binura un name ko!hehe.. natatawa n lang ako *****, but during that time it hurts a little of course.. coz i feel so ugly, even though I was one of the top in class but my brain was not being appreciated by my classmates and teased me coz im not pretty.
Of course naaawa ako sa sarili ko nun. I'm not that ugly naman its just that i had so many pimples during that time... well, it made me sad kasi i felt so ashamed with myself. When I got highschool na-lessen naman ang pam-bubully, na-lessen na din kc pimples ko haha! but i realized I couldn't be really confident about myself because of my experience of being bullied.. un i got easily insecure and ashamed. Na-trauma yata ako. When someone tells me I'm pretty or cute, feeling ko niloloko ako.
College days, I realized everything was change. Smooth skin and pretty face na ko. thanks to my dermatologist when I was in High school. No marks and blemishes at all hehe.. Most of my classmates in highschool said I look prettier every now and then. And i'm being appreciated too by my school mates in college as well. I am more confident na din, and I see myself as a pretty girl na din. no doubt I do have admirers na din..
un feeling na... sweet revenge.. Now who's pretty?! hehe
even *** mga guys na nang-bully sakin, even said sorry and tells me I changed a lot.
When I was being bullied, hinayaan ko lang sila. I just continue studying and maintain my high grades. even though its hard coz emotionally stress ako because of them, and I even accepted that I'm ugly so I just focused on my studies na lang. but I did not expect na it was just a blessing on disguised.. coz now, I am a lady with Beauty and Brain as well.
So sa mga nakaka-experience nun na-experience ko when I was young. its not the end of the world ok. do something on what you have right now. Just tell yourself someday they will be surprised! No doubt!