
Originally Posted by
emboutelliage
Hello everyone!
First, I would like to thank everyone here for your kind words of concern...my well-rubbed heart (which was fixed like new) cannot contain all the love from people I consider sisters from my heart...it is really possible to feel deep love for people whom I haven't met in my life and if it is just possible, I would hug each and everyone here...yes, even the lurkers ...post here, lurkers...it's a gift that you would treasure for the rest of your life...posting here was the best decision I have made...that's the power of words..they bring people together. I thank you all for the love.
Speaking of words, that statement of Miss dela Cuesta ruffled my feathers. I am doing my darnest to understand and see where she is coming from based on what I know and read here. I am just sad to post at this time but I cannot take it, when people start to question the love that Kim and Xian have for each other. I am speaking as a person, who for the past 2 dAYS, did nothing but rest and watch the livestream birthday celebration of Xian and the other heart-tugging videos that I missed. I didn't expect Kim to be there, but most of all, I didn't expect to see so much love that the cup runneth over with it...it was overwhelming, and I do get it when Xian said nothing can define it. The way he opened his arms to hug her, the way she hugged him hello, the way how she cheered him on, wanted to show off his talent to people, the look she gave him when he didn't want to sing "when you say nothing at all" because his heart was too full...and the way the groom each other, he tries to wipe her lips, she tied to take something off his eye...too adorable for words..from the party to the surprise thingy that evening, Kim showed everyone why Xian loves her so much...because she loves him as much.
I was surprised with the way she talked about the surprise party when they asked her about it during the Cinemanews interview. The way she said all these time he just celebrates his birthday with his mom, they have dinner together and that was that, which prompted her (and their non-showbiz friends...how personal...) to give him a birthday celebration, in her words, "talagang sinelebrate namin" made me feel like I was this snoop. Kim knows the real Xian, down to how hard it is to pack because his favorite travelling bag is too small to his love for shoes,to how he never really had a birthday celebration is the sweetest thing I have ever heard of. What she did was give him both material and personal needs and she made sure that she was the one who gave it to him. Don't get me wrong but the Cinema news nailed it for me, more than the party's overflowing sweetness. As proof , we have a string of rom-com films, we felt giddy when Julia Roberts and Hugh Grant fell in love in the big screen, but Julia can do that with anyone, she's a good actress. but she is married to a cameraman, and that is what I see with Xian and Kim. it goes beyond the kilig, the sexy beautiful Kimberly.
Xian fell in love with the Kim who listens to him, who knows the tracks to his album according to playlist,the girl who supports him in his every endeavor,the one who will cheer when he is signing a song, who knows his every problem the one who inspires him.
I wasn't so surprised about Xian, he is his usual head-over-heels in love with Kim mode. But I will never get over how he looked like when "God Gave Me You" played, I thought he would follow my lead and have a heart attack...LOL..first time to see a grown man reduced to silly putty with just the first strains of the song...the giddiness, you can fake, but the emotions...when I saw Xian's face, I remembered what Maya Angelou said.."as if ten thousand angels danced on the head of a pin" impossible, glorious, unbelievable feeling...yes it is happening to you, Xian, and there she is, happy because you love her just the same, only she fears that you would leave...but you said you'll stay..and you said the gifts were a bonus because what you are really happy about is because she is there.
The man's happiness is her presence in his life...oh, he will not only stay..."syempre, gusto ko yung kaligayahan ng puso ko"...he will make sure he keeps her in his life,probably till forever.
So after thinking about what they are to each other...I know in my heart that it's the real thing. They may not hold the patent to the endearment "babe", nor is Xian Kim's first love. But I know in my heart, because I have experienced the same, that what they have is beautiful. It's just beautiful how Kim tries to fill in something that she thinks he missed out on,including sharing her siblings and her friends with him,how she was like a mommy edging her baby to sing and how she was such a fangirl saying how very happy she is with what he achieved.So...
my ruffled feelings about Miss dela Cuesta disappeared instantly by just thinking about Kim and Xian. I do not know her and I have no right to convince people to see something they do no see and feel in the same light that no one can convince me to see what I don't. Nor will I question how she does her job, she has employers who keep an eye on her job...it's showbiz and we do things differently in the corporate world, what we have are business strategies and since I am unfamiliar with it, I will not speak about how they run things in showbusiness. The point is Star Magic signed Xian up and it's in their hands now. I am also open to the idea that she wants Xian to be on his own or she is annoyed at fans who react violently to Xian's pairing with other people, and if she tweets giddy stuff about Xian and Kim, then the user issue will forever be stuck to his name.
All in all I have no qualms even if she starts a fan club. It's just that I understand where this is all coming from. We rely only on what we see. For younger fans, they are really passionate about this, specially if we haven't heard a single positive thing from her about KimXi as a loveteam, and this trails the issue on Juicy that she coaches them on how to be sweet in front of the public which worsened when she tweeted how giddy she is about AshRald. I understand if younger fans start losing hope and conclude that maybe the rumors are true, why would she be giddy if she herself coaches them on how to be sweet in front of people? I don't blame them if they think, she knows the truth, that KimXi is just for show, unlike the original "babeS" who don't need coaching form their handlers? And that's where my problem with her starts. She may be a private citizen doing her job and supporting her network's talents as a whole family, but she cannot deny that she is embroiled in this issue that is still hot off the Yucky show. Like it or not, she is involved so she should be very sensitive to things like this.
One more thing, I pity Kim and Xian...it's a cruel place to be in love, but for something that is a beautiful as this, once they get through this, love will still prevail. It will be worth every trouble and as Kim said in her IG, worth the wait.
Open your eyes people. Don't let a minor earthquake shake what we have seen and observed since day One. Let's just pray for the two of them, that God gives them strength and that they hold on to each other even more.
Don't worry too much about Xian...because aside from his mom and his grandma, he's got CHIU. I mean the whole Chiu clan including extended families and friends ;-)
Oh...now I get it...hindi sya kilig kasi...hindi sya nakasama sa viral video ng "Call Me Maybe"...
wahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!