People are insecure with me but I'm insecure with them

[misplaced]

a lot of people say "maswerte daw ako" kasi I'm single, walang responsibilidad, walang problema sa pera, may work, maganda ang status ng lovelife, may hitsura din naman, madali matanggap sa work (nakakapag lipat lipat ako ng work) at walang ginagawa sa bahay ( prinsesa). Pero bakit ganun, hindi ko feel na maswerte ako. Lagi ako down sa sarili ko. Lagi ko nakikta yung ibang tao na maswete.

Una, sa work. Hindi ako masaya sa work ko dahil boring at iniisip ko na lumipat. Hindi lang boring eh, mbigat talaga loob ko, hindi ako fulfilled. Tapos habang papasok ako sa work, magco commute kao at makakita ko ng mg tao na mabagal maglakad, nagtatawanan kahit mga kanto boys lang naman, naiisip ko na ang swerte naman ng mga yan hawak nila oras nila nakakapag enjoy sila, malaya sila.

Tapos naisip ko pa yung iba kong kawork mate, may mga anak na sila at may pamilya. Binabudget nila sweldo nila samantalang ako wala akong pinaglalaanan ng sweldo ko kundi sarili ko. Pero bakit mas okay pa kalagayan nila sa akin? I mean, mas goodlooking pa sila sa kin, mas mukhang stress free at healthy.

Ayun ang problema ko. Okay naman ako- nakagraduate, may itsura naman kahit paano, walang problema at responsibilidad pero madami akong restrictions dahil masasakitin ako- madali ako kapitan ng sipon, migraine at allergy. At worst pa, allergy is a condition na kailangang alaagan. Walang cure dun kundi maintenance. And to make it even worse, problematic ang skin ko. As in...

Kasi aside sa allergy, polycystic ovary din ako kaya talagang lumalabas ang pimples na severe talaga. I tried derma, food supplements, vitamins, healthy living, diet, spa, exercise pero ganun padin nalelessen lang. Kaya yung pera ko dun lang napupunta sa mga pang mantain ko plus pa yung gamot ko sa ovary at allergy. Iniisip ng ibang tao na ang swerte ko, manlibre naman daw ako pero kung alam lang nila mas maswete sila.


At iyon nga ang sumira ng buhay ko at mga gusto ko sa buhay. During my younger years masaya ang buhay ko- narerecognize ako sa school, nagsusulat ako sa school paper, lagi akong muse at sumasali ako sa mga beauty contest, nagmomodel din pero since nag 19 ako, tinagyawat na ko ng malala. Nagbago ng sobra yung buhay ko. Nagpaderma ako kung saan saan, pati sa st. luke's at PGH natry ko na. Gumastos talaga yung parents ko ng bongga every session. At nung time na yun, di na ko gumigimik, kasi bawal ako mausukan at uminom baka lalong matrigger. Di rin ako nagpupyat kaya kahit may exam di na ko nagrereview maalagaan ko lang sarili ko. Di rin ako sumasama sa mga lakad ng barkada dahil baka mastress ako at maarawan at lalong matrigger. As in naging homebody ako, wala ako ginawa kundi kumain ng prutas at magwater therapy. Basa din ako ng basa ng mga article sa pagpapaganda pero ganun padin .Hanggang magpa cortisone shot ako kasi sobrang laki na ng mga nana ng pimples ko. Napansin ko in a long run ng continous na contisone shot, luamaki yung face ko parang naging bloated. At sa kakaprick sa derma, nagkahukay yung face ko. Dumating din sa point na nirefer ako ng dermatologist ko sa OB dahil daw kahit anong treatment hindi gumagaling yung pimples ko. Doon na nalaman na polycystic ovary ako kaya pinag pills ako. Ilang years nadin ako nag pipills at naging regular naman menstruati0n ko pero may mga lumalabas padin na pimples pag nasstress. Pag nagwowork ako ayun nattrigger pero di na gaya ng dati na nana talaga. Naiba na din ang katawan ko, tumaba na ko dahil sa pills. I tried switching pills pero ganun **** effect sa kin.
Bukod pa dyan yung allergy ko na pag nagwowork ako nattrigger at lumalabas din sa face plus yung sama ng pakiramdam ko.


Hindi ako maswerte... Pakiramdam ko nga nag malas ko. Yung iba dyan, kung makapagbabad sa beach kala mo wala ng bukas ako di ko magagawa yun dahil sa skin condition ko. Di ko rin magagawang mag shopping galore dahil may mga gamot akong mina maintain... At may trabaho man ako pero sa pagod ko paluwal pa yata ako. Pambili ko lang gamot yung sweldo ko eh. Kung di naman ako mag wowork nakakahiya naman sa parents ko kung sa kanila ko pa hihingin ang pambili ng gamot ko. Saka 25 years old na ko.

Honestly, naiinsecure talaga ko na sa age ko hindi ko pa nagagawa yung mag enjoy. Nagawa ko magparty dati pero ang kapalit naman nung 3 mos yata nagalit yung skin ko. At madaming areas sa buhay ko ang naapektuhan, na-drop pa ko sa isang subject dahil sa sobrang depress ko sa itsura ko.

Naisip ko, paano pa pag nag asawa ko? nagkapamilya? Paano ko tutustusan yung pamilya ko sa laki ng gastos ko sa sarili ko. Kung ganito na single ako, at prinsesa sa bahay, ganto na itsura ko, paano pa kaya kung magkaroon na ko ng responsibilidad?


Naiinsulto ako pag napagkakamalan akong may asawa na o matanda na. Kasi yung mga kawork ko ng nasa 30 na, mga bata pa itsura nila. Ako kala nila matanda na ko dahil sa skin ko. kahit bata yung features ko, yung skin naman ang nakakasira. Imagine, nakita ko ng dati kong classmate, hiyang hiya ako dahil dati pinapanood lang nila ko sa mga beauty contest tapos ngayon eto na ko, damaged.



Health is wealth.
Health is more important than money.
it is more important than beauty, intelligence and richess.


Binigay ni Lord sa kin lahat. Imagine I can easily get what I want - clothes, shoes, bags, foods. I have my family and a good bf pero I feel like I'm nothing coz I don't feel good, I'm sick.. I'm not healthy.

[my_2_cents]

The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence. Count your blessings lest they disappear.

--
my_2_cents

[Dragonei]

TS

Sa assessment ko base sa kwento mo, napakadami mong potential pero hindi ka pa subok. Dahil sa kapansanan mo siguro, you dont take too many chances in life. You dont really have to fight for something toe to toe to get it and keep it. (i.e. work). Sa isang banda ligtas ka, pero sa kabilang banda bored ka naman.

Alam mo, dapat sa isang taong maraming potential or limited potential, sinusubukan nya ang hanganan ng kakayahan pa at hinihigitan pa. Ang buhay na ganyan ay hindi boring. Alam mo kung bakit? Kasi lagi kang may pinaghihirapan. At ang ano mang bagay na pinaghihirapan mo ng husto bago mo makuha mas minamahal mo. Ang bagay na madali mo lang nakukuha binabalewala mo.

Maghanap ka ng endaevor na mas masusubukan mo kakayahan mo. Something na mas magbibigay sayo ng fulfilment beyond monetary. Huwag mo masyadong kaingitan yung mga taong panay ang good time. Sabi sakin ng tatay ko, when it comes to hard work 2 ang pwede mong approach. Enjoy while you are young and work hard when you are older. Or Work hard while you are young and enjoy life when older. He regrets picking the first choice daw so he hopes Id stick with the second.

[freshbabe]

^^ hmmm... alam mo merong mga bagay sa buhay mo na wala ako.

-career & lovelife & I have problems with some friends din eh-so social life isn't that healthy for me

although may similarity tayo when it comes to :

-prinsesa sa bahay & supportive parents, walang responsibility, may hitsura pero chubby, pagka -inggit sa mga taong nakaka-pag good time sa beach/out of town... sa gimikan naman kasi- ayoko sa amoy yosi na lugar eh, at di ako drinker(so di ko lifestyle ang bar/club scene). Masaya na ko sa malling-food trip, window shop or shopping, coffee, movies, out of town, massage, salon.

-yung skin problem mo- at some point naranasan ko yan. at 24. nag- try ako ng new soap(as in never ko pa nagamit)- eh tapos kaka-quit ko lang sa first callcenter ko. sobra stress ko dun-nung nag-quit ako. kasi rason ko kasi di ako happy sa ka-trabaho & performance ko sa work-palpak.

-Ayun! nagsulputan pimples sa mukha-para akong tinubuan ng rashes na patusok pa siya ah na maliliit. grabe... ni di ko ma-recognize ang mukha ko sa dami ng pimples. i can relate to what you feel. ako kasi eversince makinis mukha ko. pero nung nangyari yun. grabe! kaka-loka-insecure. Di ako nagpakita sa mga friends ko-or malling -di talaga.

-Tapos eksakto may nabalitaan mom ko na magaling na derma sa radio. ayun pinuntahan namin. sa asian hospital pa siya ah. siya lahat gumagawa ng creams niya-never na-PR!CK skin ko. and yes/ super effective! 6months gamutan tapos ika-1year parang nag dry na & peeling na yung face ko. may soap na preference niya na dapat gamitin ko for everyday use and dapat never ko daw na gamitin yung last na nag-cause ng break-out ko. Nag -pa DHEAS testing din ako-negative naman(hormone-test). Di ako polycystic.

-Balik normal skin nako. Eto kahit ma-stress -wala na- never na ulit nangyari yun. kapag nagpupuyat-medyo pa-isa isang pimple. Pero back to normal.

-Girl alam mo, basta may nagmamahal sa iyo ng totoo(great lovelife) kahit na ganyan ang problema mo. Dapat maging masaya ka, kasi kung maging pamilyada ka man. I'm sure naman tutulungan ka ni hubby sa meds mo. Saka atleast healthy living ka-feeling ko namayat ka na sa pagiging health-conscious mo, saka presume ko allergic ka sa vitamins-kaya madali ka tuloy kapitan ng flu/sipon. Basta fruits & veggies -isama mo yan lagi sa intake mo. Saka girl-mabuti pa mag-anak ka lang ng (2). Saka dapat malayo agwat-nila-para di ka masyado stressed. At konti lang gastos. Kung pwede nga isang anak na lang eh.

-Yung career girl. Madali ka kamo matanggap. Ako kasi hinde. Go-quit that job if it gets you bored. Ang swerte mo nga -boredom ang problema mo. Ako kasi -ma-bore man ako sa work, okay lang basta. MASAYA AKO SA KA-TRABAHO. PERO HINDI KO NARANASAN YUN EH.

-LAGI AKONG BWIS#T SA KA-TRABAHO. Sabay stress pa sa work & schedule sa work. At mas ramdam ko ang unfulfillment sa career-kasi maraming setbacks at sakripisyo in my personal life akong ginawa para lang sa industry na pinag-tiyagaan ko. Work history ko nga sira-kaya di ako madali matanggap

[kewlboi]

hi misplaced,


alam mo, i can relate to your situation. though hindi skin problem ang meron ako but male alopecia, male pattern baldness. there's no problem with being bald but its a problem when you're 24 years old when you have it. kahit may magandang gf ako, my going bald was my biggest insecurity. ayaw na ayaw ko na nag uusap tungkol sa age kasi most people would think im 30+. ngayon, im 28 years old and manipis na talaga buhok ko. the first two years was really painful and embarassing. i had no confidence to talk with women and wala akong confidence humarap sa ibang tao. i would get furious when people comment on my balding head.

then, i just accepted that i am getting bald and there is nothing wrong with it. i embraced being bald. i kept my hair short or near skinhead. whenever people ask me my age, i just tell them, im 28, just dont look at my head and just keep staring at my face. then they just laugh. i also have this tall tale where i tell people that derek ramsey, ceasar montano, bruce willis, jason statham and vin diesel had long hair... until they met me and begged me that they copy "the bald". and most of all, ive accepted that i have a lot of traits and abilities that make my baldness insignificant. i have a great sense of humor and im so thankful that i have it. anybody can have hair but not anyone has my sense of humor. that's what i always tell myself.

one other thing, when i discovered badminton, i also realized that once i stepped inside the court, who i am and my hair volume doesnt matter. its just me, my racket and the shuttlecock thats flying toward me. in summary, here are my tips:

1) embrace your skin condition. its not a serious problem as compared with your defective self image. if you've seen the movie "she's out of my league", a guy mentioned that he peed a lot in his pants even in school. his classmates always made fun of it. what he deed, he called himself "stainer" coz he stained his pants a lot. he owned the name. people cant laugh at him when he just laughs at himself.

2) we all have imperfections. you may have a slight flaw but its a minor flaw comparable with having two left feet, or inability to carry a tune, inability to make others laugh, baldness, varicose veins, thick eyebrows, large ears, inability to draw, not being able to parallel park, etc. imperfections exist in everyone either in physical form or lack in personality or skill.

3) you're imperfection does not define you. make your defining trait or ability be the highlight of who you are. i make use of my sense of humor, friendliness and badminton skills. i place myself in situations where those are emphasized. and even if they are not highlighted, i know those strengths exist therefore, im just happy to have them.

4) be thankful for having people who love you. i cannot stress this enough. i have a gorgeous girlfriend. she doesnt admit it but shes crazy about me. we wouldnt last six years if she isnt. she's seen my worst physical condition. i was overweight by 20 lbs. and i was in denial of my baldness therefore i tried to have my hair long and i ended up looking like wolverine because only the hair on the sides of my head grew thicker.

5) find the one thing that you love to do. it may be career-related or not, just find it and do it. life is too short to spend it doing stuff that makes life miserable. find an activity that once you're immersed in it, the world doesnt matter. time and space does not seem to exist. all that exists is you and whatever you are doing.

you're self esteem is definitely scarred. even if you undergo the right treatment and the pimples vanish, and have smooth younger looking skin, if you cant fix the way youre head and heart looks at your own self, it wouldnt matter.

anyway, if you need a friend, you can just message me. there are people with worse problems than you.

oh, by the way, i also envy tambays, drivers, beggars, cigarrette vendors, terminal barkers who can just smile all the time. they just seem to radiate freedom.

[freshbabe]

hi misplaced,


alam mo, i can relate to your situation. though hindi skin problem ang meron ako but male alopecia, male pattern baldness. there's no problem with being bald but its a problem when you're 24 years old when you have it. kahit may magandang gf ako, my going bald was my biggest insecurity. ayaw na ayaw ko na nag uusap tungkol sa age kasi most people would think im 30+. ngayon, im 28 years old and manipis na talaga buhok ko. the first two years was really painful and embarassing. i had no confidence to talk with women and wala akong confidence humarap sa ibang tao. i would get furious when people comment on my balding head.

then, i just accepted that i am getting bald and there is nothing wrong with it. i embraced being bald. i kept my hair short or near skinhead. whenever people ask me my age, i just tell them, im 28, just dont look at my head and just keep staring at my face. then they just laugh. i also have this tall tale where i tell people that derek ramsey, ceasar montano, bruce willis, jason statham and vin diesel had long hair... until they met me and begged me that they copy "the bald". and most of all, ive accepted that i have a lot of traits and abilities that make my baldness insignificant. i have a great sense of humor and im so thankful that i have it. anybody can have hair but not anyone has my sense of humor. that's what i always tell myself.

one other thing, when i discovered badminton, i also realized that once i stepped inside the court, who i am and my hair volume doesnt matter. its just me, my racket and the shuttlecock thats flying toward me. in summary, here are my tips:

1) embrace your skin condition. its not a serious problem as compared with your defective self image. if you've seen the movie "she's out of my league", a guy mentioned that he peed a lot in his pants even in school. his classmates always made fun of it. what he deed, he called himself "stainer" coz he stained his pants a lot. he owned the name. people cant laugh at him when he just laughs at himself.

2) we all have imperfections. you may have a slight flaw but its a minor flaw comparable with having two left feet, or inability to carry a tune, inability to make others laugh, baldness, varicose veins, thick eyebrows, large ears, inability to draw, not being able to parallel park, etc. imperfections exist in everyone either in physical form or lack in personality or skill.

3) you're imperfection does not define you. make your defining trait or ability be the highlight of who you are. i make use of my sense of humor, friendliness and badminton skills. i place myself in situations where those are emphasized. and even if they are not highlighted, i know those strengths exist therefore, im just happy to have them.

4) be thankful for having people who love you. i cannot stress this enough. i have a gorgeous girlfriend. she doesnt admit it but shes crazy about me. we wouldnt last six years if she isnt. she's seen my worst physical condition. i was overweight by 20 lbs. and i was in denial of my baldness therefore i tried to have my hair long and i ended up looking like wolverine because only the hair on the sides of my head grew thicker.

5) find the one thing that you love to do. it may be career-related or not, just find it and do it. life is too short to spend it doing stuff that makes life miserable. find an activity that once you're immersed in it, the world doesnt matter. time and space does not seem to exist. all that exists is you and whatever you are doing.

you're self esteem is definitely scarred. even if you undergo the right treatment and the pimples vanish, and have smooth younger looking skin, if you cant fix the way youre head and heart looks at your own self, it wouldnt matter.

anyway, if you need a friend, you can just message me. there are people with worse problems than you.

oh, by the way, i also envy tambays, drivers, beggars, cigarrette vendors, terminal barkers who can just smile all the time. they just seem to radiate freedom.

^^ Ako naman, I don't envy the t@mbays, drivers, beggars, vendors, barkers -kasi alam ko mahirap ginagawa nila & kahit mahirap-di compensated ng maayos pinaghihirapan nila eh-LIFE IS MORE HARDER FOR THEM-BUT THEY ARE CONTENTED KASI INI-ENJOY NA LANG NILA GINAGAWA NILA W/ PRIDE. I pity & respect what they do. Atleast di magnanakaw, killer or drug addict/pusher.

-yung tambay -as in tambay na lasengger0, sugar0l, adik-adik. Naaasar ako sa mga ganun.

[misplaced]

Thank you for all your ideas. Tama, gumaling man yung skin condition ko still, my self esteem is already bruised. Kaya minsan iniisip ko, although I have a good bf bka eventually he would get tired of me. Wala akong tiwala sa sarili ko na mamahalin nya ko hanggang huli. Pero sa ngayon he's doing everything to make me feel loved.


Pag self esteem **** ang problema, everything follows. Parang domino effect. But I want to change the way i see myself.

[kewlboi]

@freshbabe - i envy the tambays etc, not because of their life but because of their outlook. they have lives more difficult than most of us but they still have genuine smiles on their faces.

@misplaced - i had a guy friend once, lagi sila nag aaway ng gf niya kasi kahit sobrang ganda ng gf niya at mayaman pa, ang babaw ng tingin sa sarili. walang confidence and ang low ng self-esteem. minsan inaapi lang siya ng mga kapatid at pinsan niya. pero sa totoo lang, sobrang ganda at kinis ng gf niya. you don't need a flawless skin/face to have self-esteem. it is your own choice on how much value you place on your self. make yourself feel important by making others feel important and loved especially your boyfriend and family.

[oreoshirley]

You have to go to another dermatologist and get a 2nd opinion or diagnosis.

[freshbabe]

@freshbabe - i envy the tambays etc, not because of their life but because of their outlook. they have lives more difficult than most of us but they still have genuine smiles on their faces.

@misplaced - i had a guy friend once, lagi sila nag aaway ng gf niya kasi kahit sobrang ganda ng gf niya at mayaman pa, ang babaw ng tingin sa sarili. walang confidence and ang low ng self-esteem. minsan inaapi lang siya ng mga kapatid at pinsan niya. pero sa totoo lang, sobrang ganda at kinis ng gf niya. you don't need a flawless skin/face to have self-esteem. it is your own choice on how much value you place on your self. make yourself feel important by making others feel important and loved especially your boyfriend and family.

^^ @kewlboi-i like what you posted- i made it in bold letters. -ako naman insecurity ko figure, pero di ako obese.

@TS- I really understand you TS. Pero actually nakaka-inggit yung lovestory mo. I hope I can find a guy -who TREATS me that way-one day. Parang ikaw lang nag-mamatter sa kaniya and you don't need to feel inadequate. Swerte mo rin diba??? Alam mo ba TV- actresses, pretty personalities in tv & movies(local or hollywood)- iniiwanan pa rin ng partners nila-to think she's this & that.

[isoy_gurl]

TS, panay lingon mo kasi sa iba, kaya dami mong nakikitang gusto mo din meron ka. tingin ko baka akala mo lang insecure sila sayo, kasi the way i see it, ikaw tong insecure, ikaw lang. fault-finder ka kasi sa sarili mo, worst critic talaga yan. let yourself loose, be carefree... hindi nakabenchmark ka sa ibang tao all the time.

[Jameaux]

TS for you...

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even to the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love,
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy

Desiderata (of happiness) by Max Ehrmann

[Ice Burn]

Count your blessings TS. And here's a quote for you...

"I wept because I had no shoes, until I saw a man who had no feet."
-Persian Proverb

[biancabee]

Insecure din ako! But I never doubted that i'd have a wonderful life. I think, blessing saken na open ako sa lahat ng tao at sadyang tapat sa kapwa. This opened doors to a wonderful life.

[arvyt**]

adversity will always be there. but you have to look at the brighter side of things. you must learn how to ride the upswings and downswings of life.

[revhard]

We all have our own version of a f*cked up world. We all have our own problems. WE ALL DO. At mas madaming mas malala sayo. Yung iba nga, next meal nila, di nila alam san nila kukunin. Next f*ckin meal. Tayo magutom lang ng konti mainit na ulo. May mga walang matirhan, imagine mo wala kang bahay? Hirap diba? Yung iba naman handicapped, hindi makalakad, hindi makapag function ng maayos, bulag, bingi, etc. Pano kaya kung ikaw yun? Yung ibang tao sa ibang bansa, minamassacre sila ng sarili nilang gobyerno. Yung iba, nagtatrabaho ng 2-3 jobs para lang maka survive.

Tapos ikaw nagrereklamo ka pa?

I think what you need to do is to try to notice other people's misfortunes, and accept your own version of it. The whole world is full of those, it's impossible to miss em. You might realize how lucky you really are, and maybe find it in you to help them instead of sulking in your own misfortunes. Who knows, maybe you can find your own happiness in doing that. After all, the purpose of life is a life of purpose.

[Trnx]

TS, pcos causes pimples talaga.. ask your derma or OB if you can take birth control pills kase problem ko din yan dati and nag clear ang skin ko.

anyway, grass is always greener sabi nga ng husband ko. I have everything I want, ok finances namin pero at the end of the day parang may kulang pa din... siguro we have to stop looking at others and start appreciating what we have.

[eyahnism22]

hi sis! try mo mag pills, yun yung sinuggest sa friend ko na polycystic.. it will make your skin glow.. gamit ko din yan..


I once had a skin disorder, as in inborn, pinanganak akong may pimples. and yung placenta ko mismo marumi talaga. as I am negrita when I was baby.. I suffered from a lot of skin disease yung, bungang araw ko as a kid iba, as in acneng malalaki, that I had to scratch my back at the wall kasi super makati talaga. bigla akong nagkakasugat kung saan saan, to think I never had an accident, hindi malamok sa bahay at hindi ako lumalabas ng bahay. I got lot if skin irritation, allergic ako sa oil, chicken,, yung tipong tinapay nalang pwede kong kainin..
But then someone introduce as: forever living products, I'm not promoting it.. pero you may want to try it especially the aloe vera juice..

By the way gumaling ako high school,. my legs grabeh alam mo yung sugat sugat prang batang kalye? like o go home from school na nagsusugat legs ko kasi naiiritate sa socks with blood. grabeh ****..


and honestly,, I really have nice legs na


.....btw,. Count your blessings

[eyahnism22]

and by the way,. hayaan mong maimmune ang katawan mo.. wag din super OC. kasi in that way you make your self more vulnerable to diseases I magine taong grasa covered with lots of grease pero alang pimples. immune na kasi sila e..

Sometimes learn to break the rules. para malaman mo kung san ka mas kumportable.

[broken home]

Antayin moko iha, pagbalik ko papaligayahin kita ng di mo makakalimutan.

Mawawala ang insecurity mo panigurado