Iíve read through all your views, opinions, etc. =) Pero nagiging off topic na ata tayo. I thought i was reading through REALM OF THOUGHT! but am not..
so ok, on with the topic.
But before i do, a little backgrounder on me. Am 36 ( going 37), I just got married recently ( does April 2010 count as recent? =)
I am no longer a virgin when i got married, so is my wife. My sex life before i got married was like Happy New Year every now and then. Matinding putukan kaliwaít kanan.
I knew every massage parlors, spakols all over the metro. Had a few fbís. I made sure i get my fix at least ONCE every month.
ika nga natin, TAO lang tayo. Di tayo makatiis na walang release.
I get my release, my fix, it feels really good.. sarap! but after awhile.. to be honest.. deep inside me ( even my pocket! haha) , i donít feel good.
Yes, it was my choice, free will as you guys say. But i knew it was wrong before i did such. Actually, performance wise.. aminin ko sa inyo.. am not satisfied with my own performance. Bakit? something was troubling me. inside my heart and mind actually. I knew i was doing wrong. Yes, i am a Christian. But i am weak, I am far from perfect. I am weak that is why i needed Him in my heart.
So basic lang, kapag stress ka, may iniisip ka, your performance gets affected.
I need help. I canít do it by myself. So i look up to that big GUY, or TROLL or whatever you guys call God.
What is amazing about God is that He is loving, merciful, full of Grace and forgiving. Forgive me He did. I stayed single ( yes, didnít have a relationship ) for 9 long years before i found my wife. 7 months after meeting her, we became a couple, after 1 1/2 month.. we got married! yes, that is 1 1/2 month! and no... she is not pregnant back then. ( She is now though! =) going 7 months preggy to date)
Our sex life ? itís simply amazing when you have sex to the one you really love. itís more passionate... itís great. But i will be the first to tell you that it was at first weird for me as my instant thought, bawal ito... pero teka, asawa ko ito! hahhaa. indi pala bawal. We made love the very first time after we got married. Did I ever mention that our first kiss was at the altar as well? =)
And now.. we have a baby girl on the way. God is truly amazing.
I told my wife.. Parang pringles ang sex. Once you pop, you canít stop. I will be very honest with everyone, i still struggle. I havenít hopped into any sex joint since i got married but there is that constant tug of war. To the guys reading this, donít tell me you never fantasize about having sex with that car show model? or that hot chick that walk past by you in the mall?
if i have the power to go back thru time.. I wish i didnít engage in sex prior to getting married. I got used to having sex with different women from time to time.. I believe, because of that, kaya andyan pa rin yung strong struggle na yun. Isabay na natin na medyo mas blessed ako financially now more than ever.
ipasok ko na si free will dito ( with or without connection to the topic).. YES! it is my choice whether i want to engage in sex with different women even if i am married.. but what will that result in?
I could possibly get sick or terminally ill
I could possibly break my marriage and family entirely..
I could possibly break my bank account as well.
or i could choose to walk with Him. And be blessed all the more with a happy marriage, beautiful home with a pretty wife and cute cute baby in it.
I have to share with everyone here that the Bible is not written by the clergy. I know many of you are questioning it, even to the existence of God but let me ask you guys the following questions:
1.) how do you feel when your kid lies to you?
2.) have you lied even just once in your life? how do you feel after?
3.) how does it feel if you find out that your husband decides to have a hot sexy chick for a gf and never touches you?
4.) Would you mind if your daughter or son sleeps with someone who is married?
5.) Would you mind if your children do not respect or honor you?
6.) What do you tell your kid who just stole his or her classmates baon? ( medyo mababaw pero this happens right?! =)
The above questions involve actions that have consequences..
if you taught your kid never to lie, not to steal, not to sleep with someone who is married.. Who taught you those? Who taught your parents? The clergy? The priest? Where did they learn those? Your guess is as good as mine.
Some of you may question the Bible and God... but isnít it amazing that something that was written more than 2000 years ago applies to our life ( even of social networking) today.
Do you love your neighbor? if itís a yes, you are doing one of Godís greatest commandment of all. I am sorry if you met a lot of preachy Christians, i will tell you that they are just trying hard to share Godís love to you maybe not in the right way. Love is a big word, Love is even a bigger action. Love does not get any bigger than itís creator. God is love.
To everyone here, we are entitled to our own opinion, letís do share it with love and not make a mockery of anyoneís belief.
I am calling it a night! =) Sorry if my reply is very long.