I'm recently having thoughts of breaking up with my bf of 2 years and 3 months. Does this mean I should? Kaso natatakot ako na baka di na ko makahanap ng tulad nya. Napakatino nya kasi e. For example, he doesn't believe in cheating and although he sometimes makes advances, he respects that I don't want to do "it" yet. On the other hand, there are some things he does and doesn't do that put me off, like making sudden decisions that I don't know about, refusing my help, and switching between jobs. Bakit minsan pag sinasabi nyang "I love you," "I love you too" doesn't come out naturally? How can I tell if I still love him?
I can't bring myself to really break up with him, first because I don't know how, second because I keep thinking and feeling guilty about what will happen to him after the break up, and third because I'm not sure if it's the right decision to let him go. But is it better to let him go if I'm entertaining these thoughts? Or does just thinking about it and actually not having the guts to do it mean I should hold on?
What should I do? I am asking because I don't know how break ups work. He is my first boyfriend.