A gay love story

[iamfreak]

I am a young gay guy who's into a relationship right now for months already. This would be my first serious relationship, and also, the first time I've felt real love. The first month of our relationship was so rocky. We had several fights and quarrels. I admit, most of them were my faults. Usually, when this happens, I initiate break up, but my partner refused to. When I leave, he runs after me. The guy really doesnt want to lose me. I love him of course and I know he loves me more. I was so silly that time forgetting I'm hurting somebody's feelings. He is special to me, however, doubts and pride eats me.

He wanted me to trust him, but I can't help but have doubts. What if he is cheating on me? Is he with somebody else if I'm not around? Is he doing something bad when we're not together? Does he really love me? I dont think he has enough trust for me too. If I would go out with friends, he would ask where I am and what I am doing. He would honestly tell me, as a joke, that maybe I'm meeting somebody else or doing something bad he doesn't know.

Trust can't be gained easily. I loved him from the very start, but it
was not enough reason that time for me to trust him. I admit I have made some mistakes at his back. I felt guilty of course, but actually, that time, my love is not enough to trust him or to be faithful as well.

I know these things ruins a relationship. They say, if you love somebody, you also trust the person. But the truth for me is, if you don't trust someone that much, it doesn't mean you don't love the person. You learn to trust while you continue to love sincerely. That's what I am doing, I am teaching myself to trust him and giving him reasons to trust me too.

We've been together for months now, thanks god. We should have
been not together by this time if I did not juts realize lately how
much I really deeply madly love and dont wanna lose him. One time, he got tired of me so he wanted to let go even he still loves me. He thinks I will never change, and if the relationship would always be like that, it's better to end it up than endure the pain. I understand him and even thought he might have fell out of love. That scares me. He almost give up, but I run after him and proves him how I really love him.

So I had him back. We're together again. I promised to myself that I will change and make it as the start of a better and happier relationship. I am afraid to lose him now as I really love him. I just
keep these things in my mind if I have doubts, but I still try not to.
My love is already enough to trust him. If he goes out with friends
and I am not around, he would simple tell me he won't do anything
bad, I just need to believe him, and so I do. I also stay away from
temptations. I can't be a perfect partner, but atleast, I will try to be
one. My love for him and his importance is enough reason to do. And loving? You don't just love, you also sacrifice, accept, understand and trust.

[xylynx_08]

bro, a guy needs something that you can't give.

he may love you now, but for how long..

good luck na lang.

[SuPeRdAnY]

gay relationships are mostly temporary...kung may lasting man, napakaliit nang percentage...exception to the rule kumbaga....whether gay to gay or gay to straight, puro temporary lang yan...kahit na may love na nag exist during the relationship.....cause time will come when surely, either of you will fall off and look for other more exciting chances......yan ang gay life....

[capturedbyU]

ganyan rin nangyari sa pinsan ko e. and i believe some of you saw him here. his nick here is king-james. siya yung nagpost ng thred na heartbreaking lost. they lasted for 11 months ng gay gf niya. pero ngayon wala na. iniwanan siya ng gay na sa pagkakaalam ko ay super mahal siya. nalaman pa nga namin na that gay has been doing dirty stuffs during their relationship e. ewan pero dahil siguro sa may pagkukulang ng oras ang pinsan ko sa kanya, pero no reason will be ENOUGH reason for cheating. alam mo ba, my cousin experienced a lot of pain because of that gay and that gay happens to be my former student. nagsisisi ako na pinakilala ko sa kanya ang pinsan ko dahil sinaktan lang niya ito. that would never happen again. kung alam mo lang ang paghihirap ng pinsan ko dahil sa bawal na relasyon na pinasok niya, noong namatay ang daddy niya, lolo namin nag-take over sa kanya at sa tuwing makakaranig kami ng tungkol sa relasyon nila nung gay, tinutungkod siya ni lolo, pinapalo, sinasaktan. even if he is already an 18 year-old boy. at tinakot pang tatanggalan ng bahay at pera. maraming paghihirap ang dinaanan ng pinsan ko and because of that i lost every kindness i had for my gay students before.

ngayon masaya na ang pinsan ko sa piling ng bago niyang gf. masaya ako na after a month, he found someone new. yong hindi siya sasaktan at hindi siya bibitiwan. Marami akong gay friends , pero i am a teacher, an educator, values teacher pa naman ako, kahit ano pa ring mangyari i can never agree with these kind of relationships. not again..

just wanna share. i hope you all learn something.

[iamfreak]

fyi.

i am gay and he is also gay.

thanks.

[capturedbyU]

as in gay talaga siya? wow.. hehe.. as in gay talaga?

[SuPeRdAnY]

for me, kung parehas kayong gay, dapat mag amiga lang....kasi, pag nakakita kayo nang ipis or daga, parehas kayong titili....pag nakakita kayo nang gwapo, parehas kayong kikiligin....di ba????....sa totoo lang....so paano magiging lasting yan.....saka yaaayyyyy,,,basta,,,,,,

[lunarpanda]

OFF-T: lol so sino yung fafa ?

ON-T: wala pa akong kilalang gay na tumagal yung relationship with another gay or guy. at most na nabalitaan ko eh 2 years. sa mga lesbians marami na ako kilala. my tita is one.

[SuPeRdAnY]

kumbaga kasi, kahit na steak or kare-kare pa ang ulam mo, kung araw araw naman eh ganun, time will come maghahanap ka din nang tuyo at sardinas...minsan nga maski na instant noodles lang masarap na din....yun yun...

kasi ang mga lesbians, babae pa rin by nature...at tingin ko, mas stronger ang sense of commitment nang mga babae kesa sa lalaki, in general......katwiran kasi nang mga lalaki, walang nawawala....pagtapos maligo, malinis na ulit....di tulad nang sa babae na may nada-damage.....hehehe....

[capturedbyU]

basta.. yaaaaaaayy..

[whisky2930]

I am in a relationship for 10 years now. I think I would like to agree though that nothing "abnormal" would last a long time. I would like to believe my situation is a one-off -- the my BF gives me everything, as in I keep his payroll account and he only gives a very meager portion of his monthly earnings to his family.

[loveless1123]

hi to all of,im Jerome 21 yrs old from Marikina City...im looking for someone who will love me for what i am,,,who will accept me and will take me seriously...hope to find love here,,,

[BertBaltazar]

OFF-T: lol so sino yung fafa ?

ON-T: wala pa akong kilalang gay na tumagal yung relationship with another gay or guy. at most na nabalitaan ko eh 2 years. sa mga lesbians marami na ako kilala. my tita is one.

My longest is six years, and my gay cousin is almost 10 years or so unless I count it wrong. I have a lesbian cousin and her relationships last for decades, she is currently in one, because the previous one, her partner have passed on.

But I agree, same sex relationships do not last that long. So the motto should be that, one should enjoy it as long as it lasts, and problem is, it lasts while one enjoys it

[patrick23]

OFF-T: lol so sino yung fafa ?

ON-T: wala pa akong kilalang gay na tumagal yung relationship with another gay or guy. at most na nabalitaan ko eh 2 years. sa mga lesbians marami na ako kilala. my tita is one.

tita mo tibo.. tito mo bakla.. kumpleto pamilya nyo nyo noh? lol!

[MARVIN_101]

1. Di ako naniniwala sa love story.

2. Meron mga babae na mas trip nila ang tibo kasi natrauma na sila sa lalake.

3. Sa gay oo meron din naman panghabang buhay. Pero karamihan hindi nagtatagal kasi nga ang lalake lalake pa rin yan sa bandang huli babae pa rin ang hahanapin yan.

[lunarpanda]

tita mo tibo.. tito mo bakla.. kumpleto pamilya nyo nyo noh? lol!

yeah we have a big family with colorful backgrounds.

[khanalee]

ganyan rin nangyari sa pinsan ko e. and i believe some of you saw him here. his nick here is king-james. siya yung nagpost ng thred na heartbreaking lost. they lasted for 11 months ng gay gf niya. pero ngayon wala na. iniwanan siya ng gay na sa pagkakaalam ko ay super mahal siya. nalaman pa nga namin na that gay has been doing dirty stuffs during their relationship e. ewan pero dahil siguro sa may pagkukulang ng oras ang pinsan ko sa kanya, pero no reason will be ENOUGH reason for cheating. alam mo ba, my cousin experienced a lot of pain because of that gay and that gay happens to be my former student. nagsisisi ako na pinakilala ko sa kanya ang pinsan ko dahil sinaktan lang niya ito. that would never happen again. kung alam mo lang ang paghihirap ng pinsan ko dahil sa bawal na relasyon na pinasok niya, noong namatay ang daddy niya, lolo namin nag-take over sa kanya at sa tuwing makakaranig kami ng tungkol sa relasyon nila nung gay, tinutungkod siya ni lolo, pinapalo, sinasaktan. even if he is already an 18 year-old boy. at tinakot pang tatanggalan ng bahay at pera. maraming paghihirap ang dinaanan ng pinsan ko and because of that i lost every kindness i had for my gay students before.

ngayon masaya na ang pinsan ko sa piling ng bago niyang gf. masaya ako na after a month, he found someone new. yong hindi siya sasaktan at hindi siya bibitiwan. Marami akong gay friends , pero i am a teacher, an educator, values teacher pa naman ako, kahit ano pa ring mangyari i can never agree with these kind of relationships. not again..

just wanna share. i hope you all learn something.

haysz sayang namn toh, sana makahanap din ako ng guy nua katulad niya. well wula **** acuh masisi kasi i dont know the whole story. but still its a bad ending.

[csco80]

Hayzzzz kabata mo alam mo na ang gusto mo, pagtanda mo sino mag-alaga sa yo, aso?

[gandersfranz]

*** mismo ang makakpagsabi kung ano ang makakapagpasaya sayo .. So what kung masktan thats life hindi lang naman gay ang nahihirapan pagdating sa love maraming girls and boys din ang nagsusuffer. Its a matter of choice

[plowed99]

mabuti na yun nag mahal ka, naging masaya ka, at nasaktan ka. kesa naman yun never ka nag mahal at never ka naging masaya. lahat naman sa mundo natin temporary lang. lahat lumilipas. lahat naglalaho. gow lang ng gow. be wise, be happy, be loved.