dear diary..

[janey23]

Dear Diary,

I now know what to do to avoid the pain..

Don't expect..

It's better to be surprised than be disappointed..

Janey23

[Mr. Romantiko]

Dear Diary,

Im feeling sad, I am Lonely... I Gave her all the luv that I could give, I tried so hard to make her well, I check her everyday if she's doing fine, I spent a lot just to make her stay...Yes I know she needs a new tire, she needs to have her oil change, but even if i did those things still she doesnt want to start.. She's aging but i dont wanna get rid of her... Whenever Im alone she's always there to accompany me, When Im sad she always offer her steering wheel to cry on and most importantly when im drunk she's always there to bring me home... Ang sakit... with out her wala na rin akong social life...

Dear diary alam kong somewhere nakikinig ka pasensya na kung napagbubuhusan kita ng sakit na nararamdam ko... I want her to stay.

[janey23]

dear diary,

finally i had the guts to ask my ex-bf if he still loves me, hindi man specific yung naging sagot nya, i am still thankful na nabawasan na yung confusion ko.. i would say na medyo ok na ko... dati kc sobrang sakit, iniyak ko yun lahat para mawala yung sama ng loob ko.. i cried it all out.. grabe yung sakit, feeling ko i can't breathe and i just told myself darating yung time na lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ko mawawala din..

i prayed to God and asked for His guidance and eventually little by little just like a miracle, the pain disappears...


to all the heartbroken and to all of you who posted here ***hugs***

I know how almost all kinds of pain feels like.. :')

So guys and gals, let's hug each other..

Right, charmedjeng?

[janey23]

Dear Diary,

Im feeling sad, I am Lonely... I Gave her all the luv that I could give, I tried so hard to make her well, I check her everyday if she's doing fine, I spent a lot just to make her stay...Yes I know she needs a new tire, she needs to have her oil change, but even if i did those things still she doesnt want to start.. She's aging but i dont wanna get rid of her... Whenever Im alone she's always there to accompany me, When Im sad she always offer her steering wheel to cry on and most importantly when im drunk she's always there to bring me home... Ang sakit... with out her wala na rin akong social life...

Dear diary alam kong somewhere nakikinig ka pasensya na kung napagbubuhusan kita ng sakit na nararamdam ko... I want her to stay.

*hugs*

i hope you could make her stay.. i think and i know you know she's worth the effort..

[janey23]

Thanks, janey23. Yes, I miss him. I can call him anytime I want, but I don't want to. We don't have that much to talk about anymore.

no problem moving on is hard.. but we have to *hugs*

[mizzfeenay]

dear diary,

i`m being emotional again. why wouldn`t i when we haven`t talked for almost 2 weeks already? i don`t know what the heck happened to him. our last talk was pretty short. he said something about his celphone. and that he loves me and i should wait for his call. but then one time i caught him online and i told him my feelings in the surface. nawalan rin sya ng bad mood. from then on he told me that i shouldn`t expect his calls anymore and stuff. na keso nababaliw na daw ako. kung ano ano daw naiisip ko. pano ba naman he never explained why...it`s always why..why hasn`t he called me yet? why is he acting that way? why is he doing this to me? he didn`t tell me directly na break na kami or whatsoever. what am i suppose to do? how am i suppose to act? should i act as if nothing happened? i can`t do that. he didn`t know i know his password in one of his acct. and i found out that there`s this girl who calls him "hon", who i guess his new gf because from the message parang matagal na silang naguusap. from there and then my heart broke. parang deja vu. *** bf na sineryoso ko eh gnun rin ang ginwa sa kin. the strangest thing is my ex and my "bf" right now almost both have the same, and parehas kong nalaman na nagchecheat sila from that same d**n site. i called him like more than almost 20 times na, pero ring lang ng ring hanggang magvoice mail. i sent him messages in all of the accounts i have of him. i know nabasa na nya pero wala lang sya reply. what the heck is happening?! i feel sooooo depressed and frustrated.

maeve

[charmedjeng]

janey 23, right! as in! tama to sateng lahat!

[janey23]

Dear Diary,

It's either I endure the pain of what he's doing or endure the pain of a break-up.

What a choice..

Janey23

[janey23]

Guys and gals

This is an outlet for all of us.. For those unspoken thoughts that we have to let out.. The pain and the longing.. Everything..

I appreciate the people who posted in my thread.. Feel free to open up.. I have experienced almost all kinds of pain, some my own doing, but mostly, because I decided to fall in love.. and fight for it..

Bear in mind that not all people are as strong as all of us.. Maybe that's the reason we felt it in the first place.. To realize that fact..

Never say "I'll never love again.." 'coz it's the best feeling..

You have me and our diary to help put you together when you're about to fall into pieces..

*hugs*

[janey23]

Affected ako sa topic na 'fall back guy'...

I have one, too.. and he's my boyfriend.. my 2nd boyfriend..

[cUsmo gUrL]

dear dairy,

im so tired today...i need more sleep...and i wanted to see him...but he's not answering his fone nor replying back...i just found out that he have a gf and got her preggy...me and his girl keep on txting but we're good...tsk...what happend?

[bluenite]

dear diary
i feel bad di pala nya ako naalala. i mean iba pala ang nasa isip nya
pero okey lang ..i know someday we'll be friends ^^

[hellmarch11]

Dear Diary,

First of all its amazing than here i am typing my message... i am happy today. coz i met a new friend she is nice and CooL. wish i can get to know her more...

[hellmarch11]

Dear Diary,
I'm sooo confused...!!! with each day passing by i find myself falling more and more for him..and its killing me deep inside casue i know i love him..but i dont know if he feels the same way or if ever in my life he'll be mine...! yesterday i said i was avoiding him..but lately i find that so hard to do casue hes always there showing that he cares.. always constantly asking me if i'm ok.. or whats wrong..the more he show he cares the more easier it is for me to fall for him. and it hurts sooo much.. i dont know what to do...mahal ko talga siya kahit na anong pag dedeny ang gawin ko..kahit isip ko na ang nagsasabi na di ko siya mahal my heart still screams his name. today at school he was all over me in like a flirting sort of way..and hes usually not like that so it was all like a surprise to me and it made me even more confused kasi now di ko na talaga alam kung mayroon ba o wala siya nararamdaman for me. kasi sabi nya sakin na *** isanga kababata nya na he grew up with.. he said he was all over her when he liked her..so now di ko na talga alam kung hes just all over me in a friendly way or kung its his way na ipakita na mayroon din siya nararamdaman sa kin tulad ng nararamdaman ko sa kanya... oh man...i'm sooo confused...mahal na mahal ko na talga siya....!!!!
hay naku..diary..kung nakakapagsalita ka lang sana..siguro na tulungan mo na ako sa dapat kong gawin..pero for now ok na *** nailalabas ko lahat ng nararamdaman ko.. Thanks.

KT

KT

Simple lang ang payo ko.. well info muna.. guys know if you feel something for them kahit wala kang sabihin and once guys know it they might take advantage .. So be careful. he might not brake your heart now but he might after i dont want to sound negative but you might lose him as a friend as a lover and it wont be pretty when that happens. you take care of yourself iha

[janey23]

Dear Diary,

First of all its amazing than here i am typing my message... i am happy today. coz i met a new friend she is nice and CooL. wish i can get to know her more...

welcome to my thread

[hellmarch11]

^^ thx janey

Dear diary,

my day is a rollercoaster.. simple some tried to ruin it some tried to make it good but in the end anger prevails so i guess am ruined.. my gentlemanly approach turned into a nightmare.. its amazing how girls are ...

[sexy_lady]

Dear Diary,

I hope I could find na my soulmate....

[hellmarch11]

^^ goodluck ms sexy lady

[Mz.027]

dear diary,

mag iisang taon n kming mgkakilala.. kamusta na kaya siya. sa 22o *** naiinis ako sakanya. parang wala ***.. parang hindi na nya ako kilala parang hindi ako dumaan sa buhay nya. like a ghost of his past. ganun ba yon.. napa unfair nya. kelan kaya sya matatauhan sa gingawa nya mga kaibigan nya lumalayo na sknya. dhil s ugali nya. hayzzz sana nga *** ngbgo n sya...

mz.027

[maegsoron]

Today was not a good day. Did nothing at work - some may like that but I don't. I'd rather be harrassed than bored, at least my brain wouldn't be rotting. Then a friend asked me if it was true that he was getting married. Someone reminded me of him again. And I found out that my manager knew about us all this time. I'm embarrased that I wasn't able to hold on to him, like I was not good enough for him. Should I be ashamed that it didn't work out between us and it did for them? And now they're union was such a success that they're getting married. I don't think it was my fault. But I can't help but think that it was. Self-pity? Of course. I hate feeling like this.