dear diary..

[janey23]

Dear Diary,

I am about to go back on track. In all aspects. I hope I can do this.

janey23

[earth_wind2003]

Dear Diary:

She left for Singapore today, next year na kami magkikita... I was not been able to see her...Grr.. 2x na ngyayari sakin to before her nagpunta naman ng States yung previous ko... Grrrr... Makaalis na lang din.

[Mz.027]

Dear Diary

Bakit ba kailangan ko pang umiyak... pwede bng tganlin n *** yung emotion na Pain... Suffering... para hindi na malungkot... at hindi na ulit ako iiyak... nakakapagod na kc masaktan... kung kelan mgsesryoso ka na sknya... saka nmn mgkakalabuan... ganun ba talga... bkit kc kailangan p masktan... ???

[cUsmo gUrL]

feelings would never be gone.. sabi nga nila.. if two people were in love, even after 100 years, there will still be some of those feelings left no matter how much you both deny it.. yes, not in the same level na, but still meron pa rin..

naku! up to 100 yrs? hay...how can i get over him?

[maegsoron]

Dear diary,

I've been thinking about Burn lately... Wondering how he's doing, where he is and if he'e seeing anyone.
He showed me a picture of his mom and some of his relatives. It makes me wonder if he normally shows that picture to the girls he's taken home. If he does then I was no different from the rest and all this is for nothing. But what if? What if he meant what he said that I would always have a home there? What if he was sincere when he asked when he would see me again (implying that he wanted to see me again)? He was even affected when I stated that all the guys I've met were jerks. He asked if he was a jerk too.

I feel guilty for making him feel like I used him. I've always liked him. And I wish he had asked me out sooner so that we could have spent more time together. Miss you, doink.

[janey23]

naku! up to 100 yrs? hay...how can i get over him?

:Wave:

that's what i know.. and admittedly, even the ex that i went to hell to after a turmoil of a breakup.. if you ask me if i still have feelings for, the guy.. i'd say yes..

[janey23]

Dear diary,

I've been thinking about Burn lately... Wondering how he's doing, where he is and if he'e seeing anyone.
He showed me a picture of his mom and some of his relatives. It makes me wonder if he normally shows that picture to the girls he's taken home. If he does then I was no different from the rest and all this is for nothing. But what if? What if he meant what he said that I would always have a home there? What if he was sincere when he asked when he would see me again (implying that he wanted to see me again)? He was even affected when I stated that all the guys I've met were jerks. He asked if he was a jerk too.

I feel guilty for making him feel like I used him. I've always liked him. And I wish he had asked me out sooner so that we could have spent more time together. Miss you, doink.

*hugs* hope you'll feel better..

[janey23]

Dear diary,

I've been thinking about Burn lately... Wondering how he's doing, where he is and if he'e seeing anyone.
He showed me a picture of his mom and some of his relatives. It makes me wonder if he normally shows that picture to the girls he's taken home. If he does then I was no different from the rest and all this is for nothing. But what if? What if he meant what he said that I would always have a home there? What if he was sincere when he asked when he would see me again (implying that he wanted to see me again)? He was even affected when I stated that all the guys I've met were jerks. He asked if he was a jerk too.

I feel guilty for making him feel like I used him. I've always liked him. And I wish he had asked me out sooner so that we could have spent more time together. Miss you, doink.

*hugs* hope you'll feel better.. you miss him.. and it's obvious..

[janey23]

Dear Diary:

She left for Singapore today, next year na kami magkikita... I was not been able to see her...Grr.. 2x na ngyayari sakin to before her nagpunta naman ng States yung previous ko... Grrrr... Makaalis na lang din.

haven't you tried LDR?

[janey23]

I am happy now, despite the fact that I still have to make one decision that would change three lives..

[cUsmo gUrL]

dear dairy,

i saw my ex(the one who's married) yesterday and he saw me..i was inside the car..windows were down as i cross the street..he was there with his friends..when he saw me, he was waving and smiling at me..i was sooo really happy that we saw each other....how i wish i parked the car bsides them but i cant...hay...

[symbiote21]

Dear Diary,

I left the country again for the 2nd time, and i cant see the woman that i love for the longest time, 2 years. Not Bad, wish i could be back sooner

[pidykramy]

he called me today just to say goodnight. we are not lovers...but i suppose we are more than the usual friends. for him to call me means lot to me already. The question is, what was his intention of doing it? Do you think it was just a simple goodnight for a friend?...sigh....

this is really confusing for me.....

pero, kaya ko to diary!...

yours trully,

madrama.....

[janey23]

Dear Diary,

The most painful day of the relationship.. :'(

janey23

[ktkulit]

Dear Diary,
I've been avoiding him lately... who? my best friend who i really think i'm starting to fall for more and more... alam mo diary.. sana hindi ko na lang siya nakilala kasi the more i think about it..hindi ko naman inexpect na aabot ng ganito ang nararamdaman ko eh... ewan.. di ko na alam kung ano ang dapat kung gawin. lately lagi nya tinatanong kung whats wrong eh di ko naman maiexplain sa kanya na dahil sa kanya kung bakit ako nagkakaganito. ewan. nasasktan ako tuwing nakikita ko siya maykausap na ibang babae or whatever possible kaya na may selos na para sa friend o meron na kaya ako nararamdaman para sa kanya. kasi ang hirap naman sa kanya ewan ko lang kung di nya halata na ok ako pag kasama ko ibang mga kaibigan ko pero pag dating sa kanya *** tahimik lang ako...ang hirap nga naman pala umibig sa isang manhid!!! manhid ka...manhid!!! buksan mo naman sana mga mata mo..ang puso mo para makita mo para makita mo na mayroon isang tulad ko na tunay na nagmamahal sa'yo!!!!!!!! mahal kita pero wala naman ako magagawa...

KT

[ktkulit]

Dear Diary,
I'm sooo confused...!!! with each day passing by i find myself falling more and more for him..and its killing me deep inside casue i know i love him..but i dont know if he feels the same way or if ever in my life he'll be mine...! yesterday i said i was avoiding him..but lately i find that so hard to do casue hes always there showing that he cares.. always constantly asking me if i'm ok.. or whats wrong..the more he show he cares the more easier it is for me to fall for him. and it hurts sooo much.. i dont know what to do...mahal ko talga siya kahit na anong pag dedeny ang gawin ko..kahit isip ko na ang nagsasabi na di ko siya mahal my heart still screams his name. today at school he was all over me in like a flirting sort of way..and hes usually not like that so it was all like a surprise to me and it made me even more confused kasi now di ko na talaga alam kung mayroon ba o wala siya nararamdaman for me. kasi sabi nya sakin na *** isanga kababata nya na he grew up with.. he said he was all over her when he liked her..so now di ko na talga alam kung hes just all over me in a friendly way or kung its his way na ipakita na mayroon din siya nararamdaman sa kin tulad ng nararamdaman ko sa kanya... oh man...i'm sooo confused...mahal na mahal ko na talga siya....!!!!
hay naku..diary..kung nakakapagsalita ka lang sana..siguro na tulungan mo na ako sa dapat kong gawin..pero for now ok na *** nailalabas ko lahat ng nararamdaman ko.. Thanks.

KT

[maegsoron]

*hugs* hope you'll feel better.. you miss him.. and it's obvious..

Thanks, janey23. Yes, I miss him. I can call him anytime I want, but I don't want to. We don't have that much to talk about anymore.

[charmedjeng]

dear diary,

finally i had the guts to ask my ex-bf if he still loves me, hindi man specific yung naging sagot nya, i am still thankful na nabawasan na yung confusion ko.. i would say na medyo ok na ko... dati kc sobrang sakit, iniyak ko yun lahat para mawala yung sama ng loob ko.. i cried it all out.. grabe yung sakit, feeling ko i can't breathe and i just told myself darating yung time na lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ko mawawala din..

i prayed to God and asked for His guidance and eventually little by little just like a miracle, the pain disappears...


to all the heartbroken and to all of you who posted here ***hugs***

[sexy_lady]

Dear Diary,

hayyzz... always falling in love to someone who will never be mine...

[cUsmo gUrL]

dear diary,

im so happy today...i saw my ex-bf (the married one) early this morning..and we had the casual "HI" and "hello" thing....an hour later, i saw him again with his friends..and all we do is just staring at each other trying to lift a muscle to smile....and what makes me more happy is when he txted me to come over to his tambayan with his friends...i cant believe it he still memorize/know my mobile number...i did go but for just 10 mins only..i just wanted to see him...but i didnt go further...hay..i wish i can spend more time with him diary..........i miss him....i <3 him....