dear diary..

[janey23]

Here's how it would go.. anything you wanna share ESPECIALLY about your love life.. be it good or bad.. or just a simple 'sharing'..


POST IT HERE...

let's start..

Dear Diary,

i'm so down today.. for one thing i miss a lot of people.. and a certain guy.. i hope things would be okay between us soon..
i don't wanna lose him..

Janey

ADD'L

anyone can comment and share.. then if the schedule permits, we could all meet up and share things in person..

good luck guys.. this is for all of us.. this is for the lonely heart who just wants a hug..

[batinks13]

Dear diary,

I didn't see my gf today. But that's okay, a little missin won't be hurtin.

We'll be together this weekend. We'll go on an outing. Hope it would be so much fun..

Damn, just writing to you makes me miss her!

PS.

[Mz.027]

Dear diary

Pagkatapos ng lahat na nangyari sakin. Alam mo natutunan ko din makalaya sa kalungkutan na ito. At piliin na maging masaya kahit na ba iniwan nya ako. Ng send ako ng message sakanya wala man *** syang reply kaya napagisip isip ko na, parang ayaw na nya ng comunication sa aming dalawa. Siguro ganun lang talaga, uu nga pala alam mo my ginawa pa nga akong video para sakanya. Kung anong ginawa nya sakin. Sobra sobra yon. Ive tried na mkipag kaibigan sakanya. Pero wala pa din. kaya cge hindi na kita guguluhin. Alam naman nyang my isang salita ako.

kung *** nkakabasa nito check nyo yung video ko.. na ginawa ito *** url...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2fsEPAWYTMo <<< part 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ig5XP_tp1I <<< part 2

bigay kayo ng coment ha..

[janey23]

Dear Diary,

It's a hellacious day.. madaming iniisip.. madaming dapat itama.. and on top of everything, I have to make a helluva choice career wise and emotion wise.. I hope I make the right one..

Still, sabi nga nila.. everything's okay in the end: if it's not okay, it's not the end..

Sana totoo..

Janey

[janey23]

Dear Diary,

It's a hellacious day.. madaming iniisip.. madaming dapat itama.. and on top of everything, I have to make a helluva choice career wise and emotion wise.. I hope I make the right one..

Still, sabi nga nila.. everything's okay in the end: if it's not okay, it's not the end..

Sana totoo..

Janey

[janey23]

Dear Diary,

It's a hellacious day.. madaming iniisip.. madaming dapat itama.. and on top of everything, I have to make a helluva choice career wise and emotion wise.. I hope I make the right one..

Still, sabi nga nila.. everything's okay in the end: if it's not okay, it's not the end..

Sana totoo..

Janey

[batinks13]

Dear Diary,

Nag-away kami ngayon over a simple matter. Good thing its resolved at the end of the day.

Kudos.

PS.

[ktkulit]

Dear Diary,
I'm doing this now to spill everything i feel inside out. i am taking this opportunity to let everything i feel out. i dont know why but after all these years i still haven't learned how to let go. ang sakit...it has come to the point where i feel na hindi ko makakaya na kalimutan siya na di mahalin siya..ang hirap naman kasi sa sarili ko.. mahal ko siya pero kahit kailan naman hindi siya naging akin..bat ganun noh? bakit pa kung sino *** minahal mo ng sobra sobra sa kanya ka naman makakaranas ng sobrang sakit..pero alam ko na i learned that the saying "when u hurt the most is when u love the most" is really true. pero bakit ganun pa rin ang nasa isip ko siya pa rin kahit anong gawin ko. naiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ko hinahayaan ang sarili ko nasaktan ko ang sarili ko kahit alam ko na kahit anong gawin ko wala na akong magagawa dahil hindi siya ever magiging akin kahit gaano ko man siya mahalin...hmm ewan. pero at this point today and these past few weeks have just been a huge roller coaster of emotions..i dont know i feel as though i think i'm finally over him because i guess i'm starting to fall for my bestfriend. That the hard thing with us girls..its not that had to fall in love with a guy that really takes the time to listen and understand u even if its your own bestfriend. And as for me sobra akong nagpapasalamat sa kanya dahil sa ngayon sa kanya ako humugot ng lakas ng loob dahil alam ko lagi siyang handa na makinig lagi siya nanjan...kaya ayan eto naman ako nagpapakagaga sa kanya kahit alam ko hangang kaibigan lang naman at best friend ang tingin nya sa akin. minsan kinakausap nya ako tungkol sa girl na he "thinks" hes falling in love with and di lang niya alam ang sakit at hirap na nararamdaman ko deep inside. hidi niya alam na nandito naman ako nakikinig sa kanya tunkol sa nagdurugo nyang puso para sa isang babae at eto naman ako nakikinig kahit sobra na nasasaktan. ang hirap naman kasi intindihin kung mahal ko na talaga siya o mahal ko lang siya dahil lagi siya nanjan...di ko na alam sobran na akong nalilito sa sarili ko at sa nararamdaman ko...mahal ko ba siya more than a friend o bilang kaibigan lang..kasi alam ko naman na kumg mamahalin ko man siya di pa rin tama kasi ayoko ko siyang mawala sakin bilang kaibigan ko..di ko talaga kakayanin. ewan ko...nagmamahal ata ako sa dalawang tao na sa palagay ko kahit kailan hindi magiging akin. mahal ko *** noon at mahal ko rin ang ngayon. peo bakit naman ganun? mahal ko nga *** noon pero bakit hangang ngayon nasasaktan pa rin ako ng sobra...mahal ko *** ngayon pero di naman nya ako mahal at nasasaktan pa rin ako ulit...hayyyy naku sawa na ako masaktan, sawa na ako sa pagiyak ayoko na talaga..ang hirap naman kasi magmagal sa noon at magmahal sa ngayon na sobra naman manhid..di ko na talaga alam!! nag mamahal ako sa wala hangang ngayon at sobra na ang sakit... ano ang dapat kong gawin?!!!

KT

[simang760]

^ Sis, they call it love on the rebound. Nililinlang ka lang ng puso mo. Your heart was yearning for someone, and it so happened na yung bestfriend mo was around. Don't set yourself up for a second hearbreak, hirap yan, malakas ang bagsak! Just keep yourself open for "options" malay mo, some guy who is unattached, available, good catch, etc etc eh darating na lang bigla. Sabi nga nila, meron ginawa yung dyos na katapat mo (or something to that effect). I was (and still am,..i think) in a situation such as yours. Your bestfriend will never come to realization, believe me! He'll always consider you as a friend, dahil don sya sanay. Not unless you tell him, cards on the table, tapos talian mo na para di makawala

Good luck to you sis, kaya mo yan

[ktkulit]

uy...sis simang760...iba *** sabi mo sa'kin this time ah..kasi everytime i ask someone for help about my situation lagi lagi na lang pareho mga sinasabi nila...its nice to hear something new and thank you talaga for this kasi..now i can think and understand the situation a different way..well kung if u are in the same situation as me well..good luck din sa'yo alam ko kaya natin toh noh!!!!!!! and dami dami lalake sa mundo dont cry your *** off over one guy di ba?!! pero for now take it easy na *** muna tayo kasi mahirap eh di ba! masakit, pero kakayanin!

[janey23]

Dear Diary,
I'm doing this now to spill everything i feel inside out. i am taking this opportunity to let everything i feel out. i dont know why but after all these years i still haven't learned how to let go. ang sakit...it has come to the point where i feel na hindi ko makakaya na kalimutan siya na di mahalin siya..ang hirap naman kasi sa sarili ko.. mahal ko siya pero kahit kailan naman hindi siya naging akin..bat ganun noh? bakit pa kung sino *** minahal mo ng sobra sobra sa kanya ka naman makakaranas ng sobrang sakit..pero alam ko na i learned that the saying "when u hurt the most is when u love the most" is really true. pero bakit ganun pa rin ang nasa isip ko siya pa rin kahit anong gawin ko. naiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ko hinahayaan ang sarili ko nasaktan ko ang sarili ko kahit alam ko na kahit anong gawin ko wala na akong magagawa dahil hindi siya ever magiging akin kahit gaano ko man siya mahalin...hmm ewan. pero at this point today and these past few weeks have just been a huge roller coaster of emotions..i dont know i feel as though i think i'm finally over him because i guess i'm starting to fall for my bestfriend. That the hard thing with us girls..its not that had to fall in love with a guy that really takes the time to listen and understand u even if its your own bestfriend. And as for me sobra akong nagpapasalamat sa kanya dahil sa ngayon sa kanya ako humugot ng lakas ng loob dahil alam ko lagi siyang handa na makinig lagi siya nanjan...kaya ayan eto naman ako nagpapakagaga sa kanya kahit alam ko hangang kaibigan lang naman at best friend ang tingin nya sa akin. minsan kinakausap nya ako tungkol sa girl na he "thinks" hes falling in love with and di lang niya alam ang sakit at hirap na nararamdaman ko deep inside. hidi niya alam na nandito naman ako nakikinig sa kanya tunkol sa nagdurugo nyang puso para sa isang babae at eto naman ako nakikinig kahit sobra na nasasaktan. ang hirap naman kasi intindihin kung mahal ko na talaga siya o mahal ko lang siya dahil lagi siya nanjan...di ko na alam sobran na akong nalilito sa sarili ko at sa nararamdaman ko...mahal ko ba siya more than a friend o bilang kaibigan lang..kasi alam ko naman na kumg mamahalin ko man siya di pa rin tama kasi ayoko ko siyang mawala sakin bilang kaibigan ko..di ko talaga kakayanin. ewan ko...nagmamahal ata ako sa dalawang tao na sa palagay ko kahit kailan hindi magiging akin. mahal ko *** noon at mahal ko rin ang ngayon. peo bakit naman ganun? mahal ko nga *** noon pero bakit hangang ngayon nasasaktan pa rin ako ng sobra...mahal ko *** ngayon pero di naman nya ako mahal at nasasaktan pa rin ako ulit...hayyyy naku sawa na ako masaktan, sawa na ako sa pagiyak ayoko na talaga..ang hirap naman kasi magmagal sa noon at magmahal sa ngayon na sobra naman manhid..di ko na talaga alam!! nag mamahal ako sa wala hangang ngayon at sobra na ang sakit... ano ang dapat kong gawin?!!!

KT

una sa lahat...

*hugs*

you need that.. mmmmm...

okay, here we go.. ako, sis, i know how it feels to love somebody that you can't have.. ask me anything, i can say napagdaanan ko na.. thrid party sa isang relationship? kabit? in love sa bading? in love sa isang taong imposibleng maging sayo(ikakasal na, happily in a relationship, etc) and i know how muchy it hurts..

sino ba naman ang may ayaw na mutual di ba? pero at this point.. the only way for you to be able to start healing is to love unconditionally..

ganun ang ginawa ko sa ex ko.. it took me what? 7 months? 7 months na araw-araw kang nababasag, araw-araw kang nadudurog.. knowing deep down na you can give him the world yet bakit hindi pwede? na walang ibang magmamahal sa kanya na tulad ng kaya mong ibigay.. i know how it feels.. i know how hard it is.. i know how painful..

pero respeto na lang natin sa sarili natin.. we don't deserve the pain, YOU don't deserve the pain.. self-inflicted na eh.. walang ibang makakatulong sayo kundi ang sarili mo.. it's a tedious process.. kaya nga ganu'n email add ko e (movingonisharddammit@gmail.com) hehe..

love yourself more.. malay mo, pag nagawa mo yun, things would start having order in your life..

feel free to contact me in case you wanna talk more..

*hugs*

[janey23]

^ Sis, they call it love on the rebound. Nililinlang ka lang ng puso mo. Your heart was yearning for someone, and it so happened na yung bestfriend mo was around. Don't set yourself up for a second hearbreak, hirap yan, malakas ang bagsak! Just keep yourself open for "options" malay mo, some guy who is unattached, available, good catch, etc etc eh darating na lang bigla. Sabi nga nila, meron ginawa yung dyos na katapat mo (or something to that effect). I was (and still am,..i think) in a situation such as yours. Your bestfriend will never come to realization, believe me! He'll always consider you as a friend, dahil don sya sanay. Not unless you tell him, cards on the table, tapos talian mo na para di makawala

Good luck to you sis, kaya mo yan

hmmm.. *** din? ako kinda okay na.. *hugs*

[ktkulit]

Dear diary,
well, frist and foremrost gusto kong magpasalamat sa lahat ng tao dito na nagbigay ng adivice kung ano ang dapat kong gawain..honestly its really helping. konti konti i'm learning to let go and learning to finally just love myself muna..di ko muna kailangan na magmahal. and tama ang mga sinasabi nila na di ko deserve ang masaktan, kung ipagpapatuloy ko man ang umasa sa dalawang ito na di naman karapatdapat sa pagmamahal ko..lalo lang ako masasaktan..kakayanin ko to, pangako ko sa sarili ko. writing here in this thread is really helping to express how i feel, i think i will be doing this everyday. For all the people who read what i post sana u understand how i feel and understand that this is my way of letting things out. Thank You!

KT

[baklita]

dear diary,

bakit katunog mo ang diarrhea?
bakit di mapigil ito ni maria?
kagagaling laang nya ng malaria.

juice miyo, noh!

aihihihi!!!

baklita

[Mz.027]

Dear Diary

Pagkatapos kong sabhin sakanya ang lahat ng gumugulo sa isip ko. At hindi nya sagutin lahat ng yon at iwan ako. At pumunta sya sa kaibigan namin na naging sila naman... pero alam mo my karma lang talaga. kc wala na sila ngyon... alam mo saya ko ngayon.. and now yung friend ko na yon humuhingi ng sorry sakin sa lahat ng ginawa nya... pero alam mo i just ignore it.. hehehe d ko p sya mapatawad... ikaw ba namn ahasin ng friend mo.

Mz027

[inLUvWit'U]

Dear diary,

i hurt myself today. i was so stupid. i was so clumsy. i dont know what am i thinking. i broke my nose and it bleed and it hurts.. huhuhu..

hope there's no black and blue tomorrow..

inLUvWit'U

[inLUvWit'U]

Dear diary,

i hurt myself today. i was so stupid. i was so clumsy. i dont know what am i thinking. i broke my nose and it bleed and it hurts.. huhuhu..

hope there's no black and blue tomorrow..

inLUvWit'U

[inLUvWit'U]

Dear diary,

i hurt myself today. i was so stupid. i was so clumsy. i dont know what am i thinking. i broke my nose and it bleed and it hurts.. huhuhu..

hope there's no black and blue tomorrow..

inLUvWit'U

[baklita]

dear dairy... este diary,

inLUvWit'U is so patient enough to jot down her personal life in the
forum. always long always in detail of her lovelife account. one can
fully comprehend her patience, sacrifice and determination to make
the relationship work. at this stage of her relationship everything
appears under control. but how far can she hang on to this kind of
long distance relationship? what is her long term plans? will there be
an outside force that will challenge her lovelife? will she succumb to
any temptation thrown at her?

it's true that absence makes the heart grow fonder. absence
intensifies love, but, on the other hand, presence strengthens it.
did she ever realize that out of sight also means out of mind? in
short, long absence is soon forgotten.

I guess inLUvWit'U has the capability to sustain her relationship but
as they say it takes two to tango. goodluck to her.

arayku... nangangati na **** ilong ko. kakamutin *** ni inLUvWit'U
ang aking ilong? permission granted, noh!

aihihihi!!!

baklita

[myopinion]

dear diary,

pls. help me win in the lottery!!!!!!!