My love story goes like this..

[baklita]

well, that was when i told them what happened when we're at the house alone together.. siguro, if you were some other guy, you would take advantage of the situation we were into. just the two of us. you have all your chances. i was willing to give in.

i have two thoughts in my mind that day.. if you asked me to make love with you, i wont refuse...

basta ako wlang paligoy-ligoy... aksyon agad. mahirap mabitin...
sus pati ang nakabitin... tuluyang maging lupaypay. now way!

should we deprive the opportunity if our bodies yell yes and our
telepathic minds totally agree? eh di kain na... prito sayo sakin
**** tinola. iba talga ang lasa ng manok, noh? sino *** satin
ang may mas malaking itlog?

aihihihi!!!

baklita

[inLUvWit'U]

pasensya na po, busy kase eh.. ill try to write again before i go to work..

[inLUvWit'U]

alam ko kung bakit ayaw nya makipag S3x ***, kasi baka pikutin mo

i dont think kelangan ko pa siya pikutin.. as a matter of fact, sabi niya, if ever that happens na pinikot ko siya, hinidi rin naman siya tatanggi.. heheheheh

[inLUvWit'U]

We were texting one night.. it was actually after midnight. i asked you if when are you going to bring me to your house and introduce to your family as your girlfriend, though i met knew some of them already. well, it was different then.

you said, "not now. kapag sigurado na ako".

so i asked "why, are you still doubting on me?"

and you said, "natatakot kase ako. baka kase.. basta.. gusto ko kase.. "


it hurts.. wala lang.. kase parang ayaw mo ako ipakilala sa kanila. they knew na tayo na. kase we always talk on the phone and you told them already. pero bakit ayaw mo ako dalhin sa bahay niyo???..

then i asked you.. "sino na nadala mo sa bahay niyo?"
sabi mo wala pa. i didnt believe you. imposible. sa dami mo naging girlfriend, wala ka pa nadadala sa bahay niyo kahit isa.. sabi mo, ayaw mo kase gusto mo sigurado na panghabambuhay na ang dadalhin mo at ipapakilala sa pamilya mo..

then i tricked you. i asked you kung si girl from college ba, nakarating na sa bahay niyo... sabi mo, wag ako magagalit. and you told me "yes"...

for a while, i became quiet.. its not that i dont expect it. well, hindi rin naman ako magtataka. you've been in a relationship with her for years already. siguro mas magtataka ako kung hindi mo siya nadala sa inyo kahit minsan. whatever you had with her, i respect it. i dont want to question you why you did these and those things for her...

siguro napansin mo na tahimik ako, so you asked me kung galit ba ako. sabi ko hindi. sabi mo kalimutan ko na yun. tapos na un. tapos sabi mo pa, ayaw nia ng nagpupunta siya sa bahay niyo. kase feeling niya, di siya gusto ng mom mo.

so.. sabi ko syo, pag umalis ako, gusto ko ayusin mo *** relationship mo sa kanya. magusap kayo. u go for a date... basta kelangan maging maayos relasyon niyong dalawa. ayaw ko kaseng iwan ka tapos wala ng mag-aalaga syo.

sabi mo, wag ko na pakialaman yun. ikaw na bahala dun. kase, pano kung ayaw mo ring ayusin. pano kung di ka na pala masaya s relasyon niyo kaya hinayaan mo na lang na magkaganun...

sabi ko sayo, i feel sorry. im guilty but i dont want to be. naiisip ko lang kase, inaagawan ko siya ng time syo. sa halip na sa kanya ka nakikipagkita at nakikipagusap, sa akin mo ginagawa. pero iniisip ko rin, kung mahal ka nung girl, hindi naman niya hahayaan na magkalabuan kayo di ba?

[angelphow]

Intimacy in a bf/gf relationship won't mean that you both need to engage into primarital sex..sex is not even the right basis to have a strong foundation for your relationship...relationship is something you both have to outgrown not within a certain period of time..

[sleepyhead_]

hehe.. ok lang basta meron update everyday

[sHUktOng]

Nars!! Nars!! next chapter plsss...

[sleepyhead_]

bat ang tagal ng update?

[inLUvWit'U]

Intimacy in a bf/gf relationship won't mean that you both need to engage into primarital sex..sex is not even the right basis to have a strong foundation for your relationship...relationship is something you both have to outgrown not within a certain period of time..

im pretty much aware of what you said

sex is not even the right basis to have a strong foundation for your relationship...

.. that's why i said i was just testing him.. as we all know, most guys at this time just want to have a relationship with somebody to have her into bed and after that, they left. well, im lucky that's not the kind of guy i met..

thanks anyway..

[inLUvWit'U]

im counting of days only to be with you.. the night that we had the serious talk regarding the girl from college, i wanted to make sure that you'll have someone to comfort you or make you feel loved when im gone...

i already have my plane ticket. i dont know how to tell you na on the next few weeks, a week after my exam, im leaving... i know you know that one day i will leave..

im thankful for the days that we had together. that i feel so much loved.

i remember that night.. na pinipilit kitang makipag-ayos sa kanya. nagalit ka sa akin kase feeling mo niloloko lang kita. feeling mo nakikipaglaro lang ako sayo kase pinagtatabuyan kita sa iba when all u wanted is to be with me.. u just dont know how much it hurts me doing that. letting u go and giving u back to somebody who i dont know if she appreciate you or not.. it hurts.. so bad... hindi kita niloloko.. it hurts kase feeling ko hinihiram lang kita. whatever we have is just borrowed. something i can never keep on forever.. i dont know how to tell you that i love you. that it hurts me leaving you behind. i told you it hurts me... coz even if i wanted to call you mine, i just cannot... you're claiming me as your girlfriend and you're acting as my boyfriend just like what you've told me, but then, i could never say, "you are mine"... and it hurts.. everything seems to be perfect and yet....

then for a while, you've been quiet... then when you spoke again.. you told me "forget it, let's enjoy what we have now... ke hiram man or totoo, just enjoy the moment. and im all yours.".

you told me you love me. that you wouldn't cheat from the college girl if it wasnt me. you could have other flings yet you would always go back to the college girl. but with me, its different. you wouldn't wish to go back with the college girl if i am with you... it was flattering.

i asked my dorm friends about what should i do. they told me not to mind about it.. after all, you told me that you love me so that is what i should believe.. sabi nila, let you choose kung sino ba sa aming dalawa. sabi ko, it would be too unfair for me to let you choose. papipiliin kita pero iiwan din naman kita pagkatapos. para san pa at pinapili kita... sabi nila, trust you. just believe on what you say... let go of the guilt feelings. hayaan ko lang.

[inLUvWit'U]

days went by so fast.. hindi mo pa rin nalalaman na on this certain date, im leaving... pano ko ba sasabihin sayo? selfish ba ako kase hindi ko sinabi kaagad? natatakot kase ako na baka pag sinabi ko, hindi ka na magpakita.. sabi mo kase sa akin, week before my departure, hindi ka na magpapakita. para masanay ka na wala ako. sabi mo rin, hindi mo na muna ako kakausapin. ayokong mangyari yon kaya hindi ko sinabi sayo kaagad.

one day, you visited me on my dorm..you met my dorm mates, si manang at si ate_. i was so proud to introduce you to all of them. we went to the church..we had dinner together. then we went back right after... how i wish that night, you would take me with you. sabi mo sa akin, it would be better if i go back, kase mag-aaral pa ako saka ayaw mong isipin ng mga tao that we went some place else. you want to keep the respect that they have for me...

so what's left was goodbye kisses and tight hugs. if only i can tell you that i wanted to spend more time with you so i could have more memories to recall. i wanted to spend more time with you coz i dont think i have much time left....

one of the things i cannot forget was the day when DA VInci COde was being shown on theatres.. sabi ko sayo, nood tayo. i really wanted to watch that movie... and you said to me, "wag na. mag-aral ka na lang. bawal ka magala" i still insisted you to go with me. but you still refused. sabi ko, ill be watching it whether you go or not.. pero joke ko lang yon. baka kase magbago isip mo, samahan mo na ako. pero matigas ka talaga. ayaw mo. sabi mo pa, nsa store ka dat time with your friend and you're going to watch a movie. alam mo bang pinaiyak mo ako? andaya-daya mo.... bakit hindi na lang ako isama mo panonood? i have three films i really like to watch. all those three, you refused. sabi mo, maghintay na lang ako sa dvd at magconcentrate ako pag-aaral.. andaya-daya mo... then one day you told me you're watching da vinci code.. you just really make me feel so bad...

well, it was just one of those days. actually it didnt last for a day. after a few hours kase, we talked. patched things up.. i somehow understand why you dont want me to wander around. you just want me to give my time on what i should do.. so im thankful na rin..

on the week of my board exam... we were talking. i told you i wanted to have an out of town trip with you right after the day of my board exam. you said no.. gusto ko sana rin, everyday i see you. kaya lang ang layo ng house nio from my dorm. you were currently processing you papers for a certain job you applied. u have less time on me. ako, i have lesser days. kahit anong gawin ko, i cannot extend my stay.. im leaving..i so gave up the thought of spending a night with you. i dont think it would happen.

three days before my exam, you texted me if i would be free the next night to come... i asked you why? you said you want to spend a night with me. we wont go out of town but just somewhere in manila. and honestly, even if i am not free, i said yes... i wont deny it. i want to be with you. and i know that's one of my chance.. its only fifteen days, aalis na ako.. would i let it go?

[charmedjeng]

wow ang haba? ano ng kasunod? hanggang dun na lang??.. exciting yung story mo ah, i like it.. i enjoyed reading it.. ang galing...

[zarathos]

nice story.

like an online diary but everyone can read

keep it up!

suggestion lang naman:

try not to make it very melo-dramatic, input some twists or happy situations (parang kilig moments na bitin)

good job!

[inLUvWit'U]

nice story.

like an online diary but everyone can read

keep it up!

suggestion lang naman:

try not to make it very melo-dramatic, input some twists or happy situations (parang kilig moments na bitin)

good job!

thank you for the suggestion.. i try to remember the details of what happened.. its been months.. and its hard when you only have a few things to tell..

[inLUvWit'U]

sobrang excited ako when that day came. i knew that i would treasure that night. siguro pag umalis na ako, its one of the days na lagi kong alalahanin...

ill be coming from my review somewhere along quezon city. then ill be going back to my school coz we have a mass para daw sa magboboard exam..

well, siguro, tinamaan na naman ako ng malas that day... before the end of the day, nasira ang slippers na suot ko. i have no time to go back to my dorm para magpalit ng suot. i have to go to the school. i cannot walk straight kase pag lumakad ako ng mabilis, nsisira *** slipper. i dont know how to explain it, basta un na un. and imagine, i was crossing the road of quezon city trying to find a cab. i cannot run. sobrang init pa naman. i am sweating all over. andami pa sasakyan. and not just jeep but cars- expensive cars passing by. so ang nangyari, pinapara namin ng friend ko *** lahat ng kotse para lang makadaan ako..

i was able to attend the mass. it was good. i told myself, ill just go home since mas malapit ang house namin kesa sa dorm. sa house na lang ako magpapalit.. there i knew that i left the gate key and the house key... wahhhh!!! pano na ako?? ayokong sumakay ng lrt na iika-ika. ang mahal-mahal pa ng taxi.. grrr..buti na lang andun *** landlady namin.. she let me in and i didnt hesitate to borrow one of her slippers. and she lend me an old one.. *** tipong pang-50+yrs old ba *** style.. pero sige na okay na rin..

u were already texting me, asking where am i. you're in our meeting place already. sabi ko sa iyo, give me 30minutes. it was i think past 7pm already. pero alam ko, i cannot be there in 30 minutes kase babalik pa ako ng dorm. i dont want to show up with my hair so messy, my clothes so dirty already( well, not really pero siempre gusto ko naman magpaktia syo na fresh ang hitsura ko, hindi *** tipong haggard ako, di ba?)

i took the mrt. mas mabilis un kesa magtaxi ako. rush hour na rin kase kaya traffic. i was in the middle of my ride when you told me na uuwi ka na lang kase ang tagal-tagal ko... it was 8pm i think... sa takot ko na baka umuwi ka nga, bumaba ako ng mrt and took the opposite way back...

i was so tired. so freaking nandidiri sa sarili ko kase ang lagkit-lagkit ko na. imagine all the dust and usok na nasa katawan ko.. hayy, manila..

i arrived at the place. sabi mo nsa south exit ka, i went there and you were nowhere. ilang beses ako bumalik sa north and south exit ng mrt. baba-taas... nakakainis ka.. nasan ka ba.. i looked so wasted.. tired, and nabibigatan na ako sa dala ko, coz with me are my reviewers.

i called you. you're asking me where am i. bakit ba hindi kita makita. naikot ko na ulit ang mall pero wala ka naman sa place na sinasabi mo? out of frustration, nagagalit na ako..

ilang walks pa, as i was holding my cellphone, i saw you on a blue polo shirt, with a smile in your face.. damn... why.. with just one smile, biglang naglaho lahat ng inis ko sayo.. damn, you were so good-looking. you were so handsome.. you were so FRESH!!!.. i wanna run to you and hug you, but i realize, i was so dirty (i was up since 5am, out in the open at 7am, so what do you expect!)... parang nakakahiya tumabi syo. ang gwapo-gwapo mo kase... sobrang namis ba kita o inlove lang ako sa iyo kaya ganon ang tingin ko???

[inLUvWit'U]

sobrang excited ako when that day came. i knew that i would treasure that night. siguro pag umalis na ako, its one of the days na lagi kong alalahanin...

ill be coming from my review somewhere along quezon city. then ill be going back to my school coz we have a mass para daw sa magboboard exam..

well, siguro, tinamaan na naman ako ng malas that day... before the end of the day, nasira ang slippers na suot ko. i have no time to go back to my dorm para magpalit ng suot. i have to go to the school. i cannot walk straight kase pag lumakad ako ng mabilis, nsisira *** slipper. i dont know how to explain it, basta un na un. and imagine, i was crossing the road of quezon city trying to find a cab. i cannot run. sobrang init pa naman. i am sweating all over. andami pa sasakyan. and not just jeep but cars- expensive cars passing by. so ang nangyari, pinapara namin ng friend ko *** lahat ng kotse para lang makadaan ako..

i was able to attend the mass. it was good. i told myself, ill just go home since mas malapit ang house namin kesa sa dorm. sa house na lang ako magpapalit.. there i knew that i left the gate key and the house key... wahhhh!!! pano na ako?? ayokong sumakay ng lrt na iika-ika. ang mahal-mahal pa ng taxi.. grrr..buti na lang andun *** landlady namin.. she let me in and i didnt hesitate to borrow one of her slippers. and she lend me an old one.. *** tipong pang-50+yrs old ba *** style.. pero sige na okay na rin..

u were already texting me, asking where am i. you're in our meeting place already. sabi ko sa iyo, give me 30minutes. it was i think past 7pm already. pero alam ko, i cannot be there in 30 minutes kase babalik pa ako ng dorm. i dont want to show up with my hair so messy, my clothes so dirty already( well, not really pero siempre gusto ko naman magpaktia syo na fresh ang hitsura ko, hindi *** tipong haggard ako, di ba?)

i took the mrt. mas mabilis un kesa magtaxi ako. rush hour na rin kase kaya traffic. i was in the middle of my ride when you told me na uuwi ka na lang kase ang tagal-tagal ko... it was 8pm i think... sa takot ko na baka umuwi ka nga, bumaba ako ng mrt and took the opposite way back...

i was so tired. so freaking nandidiri sa sarili ko kase ang lagkit-lagkit ko na. imagine all the dust and usok na nasa katawan ko.. hayy, manila..

i arrived at the place. sabi mo nsa south exit ka, i went there and you were nowhere. ilang beses ako bumalik sa north and south exit ng mrt. baba-taas... nakakainis ka.. nasan ka ba.. i looked so wasted.. tired, and nabibigatan na ako sa dala ko, coz with me are my reviewers.

i called you. you're asking me where am i. bakit ba hindi kita makita. naikot ko na ulit ang mall pero wala ka naman sa place na sinasabi mo? out of frustration, nagagalit na ako..

ilang walks pa, as i was holding my cellphone, i saw you on a blue polo shirt, with a smile in your face.. damn... why.. with just one smile, biglang naglaho lahat ng inis ko sayo.. damn, you were so good-looking. you were so handsome.. you were so FRESH!!!.. i wanna run to you and hug you, but i realize, i was so dirty (i was up since 5am, out in the open at 7am, so what do you expect!)... parang nakakahiya tumabi syo. ang gwapo-gwapo mo kase... sobrang namis ba kita o inlove lang ako sa iyo kaya ganon ang tingin ko???

[juler]

love could be nice and at the same time could be worse, nasa tao n kasi how un... continue to be inlove and be happy though may time na malungkot din...

mag music trippings nalang tau ng lovesongs... www.lessonko.com/musicroom.html

[inLUvWit'U]

i need to fall in love..
hayy

[inLUvWit'U]

so what did happen that night?

you didnt mind how i looked like. you hold my hand and we walked away through the crowds.

pero ano nga ba ang nangyari? bakit wala ako maalala? wala ako maalala na pinagusapan natin the entire night. all i can picture from my mind is that you are sitting on the chair, watcing tv and i was sitting on the bed reading my bioethics..

am i asking myself why i am with you that night? nagiguilty ba ako dahil ethics ang binabasa ko? oh well, i did put my book down. i told you im going to sleep, just wake me up if i have to..

hindi rin naman ako makatulog... sabi ko sayo, kuwentuhan na lang tayo...

and then, beep..beep.. tut..tut....

somebody's texting u. it was way past eleven already... i asked you who is it? sabi mo, you dont know. hindi mo rin binasa ang text... your phone keep beeping... it was irritating kase the small sound was like a big noise to me... you turned it off to silent mode and put it behind the mattresses.. i told you check on it but you didnt bother to do so..

i asked you what did you tell at home where you going? and you said that they knew you were with me with some friends. they just didnt know that were staying the night together alone. i know they wont allow us to do what we are just doing...

few hours after, you told me you have to go outside.. i took my chance of knowing who was texting you... i read i think two or three messages. one was forwarded, the other two are personal messages coming from one person. then some missed calls from the same number...

one of the text message were asking how are you, if you had your supper and what time are you going home, telling you not to stay out late.. blah, blah, blah... the forwarded message is like saying, magparamdam ka naman.. the one that got my attention was the last message sent around 1am saying "daddy, nasan ka na ba? bakit ba hindi ka pa umuuwi? nag-aalala na ako syo!!"

who the heck was this person texting you to go home and calling you "DADDY"? am i missing something?

DADDY????

ano bang gagawin ko? call the number and tell whoever that person is that you are with your girlfriend that time and she dont have any right to call you like that?

when you came back, you saw me holding your cellphone. asked me who texted, and so i told you, someone calling you DADDY. i confronted you. you told me it was this biatch girl.. damn.. wont she stop chasing you? sabi mo, pabayaan ko na lang *** girl. you asked me kung tinext ko ba. i asked you back, why did she know that you are going out? did she know that you are with me? and you said no. why does she have to tell you to go home when even your mom, dont ask you to? why does she have to call you "daddy"? are you still together? are you fooling around?

you told me that the girl used to texting you. hindi niya alam na girlfriend mo ako though she had seen us together before. i asked you why dont you tell her that you have a girlfriend and tell her to stop texting you coz im getting mad? sabi mo, hayaan ko na lang. magkaibigan lang kayo. you cannot do such kind of thing. sabi mo, hindi mo naman siya kinakausap, and for the fact na hindi nga ikaw nagrereply sa kanya.

i dont want to ruin the night either so i let my emotions passed. baka bigla akong umuwi ng bahay ng alas-dos ng madaling araw kung papatulan ko pa iyon. i didnt forget it. i just told myself to think about it some other day. it's like saying, "me araw ka rin"..

[inLUvWit'U]

thi night seemed too short. parang bago lang naggabi, and yet, umaga na ulit...

it was our first night together. you were so close to me. i can touch you and feel you that you are real. i can hear your breathe... i touched your face, smooth, all in right proportion. ang tangos ng ilong mo, one of which i really like about you... your lips are so full, willing to kiss me as i kiss you.... your lean shoulder..

i know im going to miss you... everything in you..

and the night was over. whatever we had was just something i know worth keeping for... something i'd always and will remember..