Stupid Things I Did For Love

[ElectricLambo]

ang patuloy na mahalin siya pero alam mong iiwanan ka din niya sa bandang huli

[frostb1te]

mahalin ang iba kaysa sarili.

[Mz.027]

minahal kita ng sobra. pero baliwala lang ang lahat

[falseidentity]

yung umiyak sa babae na hindi naman worth ng tears, ginto kaya luha ko haha

[secretterces]

I know I was being taken for granted. I initiated everything (sometimes sex) --- dinner date, breakfast together, movies, gave him surprises and gifts for no reason at all but just because I LOVED HIM.

There was also a time that I agreed to his request to do a live show thru a "cam-to-cam" session via Skype.

But the worst of all, I told him "I love you" and then he said "I'm not inlove with you". Kinky stupid.

I have done plenty of crazy things for love. I have learned from many of those and hopefully, I make better decisions today.

[bus_rider]

.... I am relieve na, its okay to be stupid..... especially if you really love someone. Atleast now, everything is clear, next step... move on and composed back myself.

I beg to disagree..It's never okay to be stupid

But at least you know how to move on

Doing stupid things when you're in love is never a reason to say na it's okay to be stupid

Kaya nga it's called stupid kasi di siya dapat ginagawa hehe

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just my opinion

(although I tend to do stupid things myself, hehe )

[juanito5354]

grabe **** natawa **** ako sayo sis sige para s sarili n *** mgpaganda k malay mo they don't last at bka mgsecond thought sya n balkian k pgnakita k nya n d k n ngppganda. aso b pinalit o magiging tao p *** joke

Hindi na nga ako nagpapaganda knowing na yung nakatuluyan nya eh mas pangit pa sa akin. Nakakawalang-ganang mag-effort.

[juanito5354]

sorry i used some txt andon pa rin naman *** tot.

[spiker0819]

akoy naging STUPEEED dahil umasa akong babalikan ako. taena 5 years kaya kami. tas si gf dream mag abroad so ako naman full support, payag lang. tulong sa lahat ng kailangan. naka abroad na si gf, after 7 months of being der hiniwalayan ako, ayaw sabihin ang rason, nalaman ko nalang na may kalantari palang iba ang powthah! kasi nga naman malayo ako, ang sabi pa kababata nya daw, nakanangteteng!

pero ok na ako. DIGITAL nadin naman ang KARMA. hahaha. pero ang hirap humanap ng bago. nakakatakot na.. inisip ko sana hindi nalang ako naging loyal.

OPO, hndi *** po kayong mga babae ang may ganitong klaseng problema. kami ding mga lalaki. hahahaha

[love_always]

ang isipin,babalik pa sya para buoin at harapin ang problema

[iamlester]

akoy naging STUPEEED dahil umasa akong babalikan ako. taena 5 years kaya kami. tas si gf dream mag abroad so ako naman full support, payag lang. tulong sa lahat ng kailangan. naka abroad na si gf, after 7 months of being der hiniwalayan ako, ayaw sabihin ang rason, nalaman ko nalang na may kalantari palang iba ang powthah! kasi nga naman malayo ako, ang sabi pa kababata nya daw, nakanangteteng!

pero ok na ako. DIGITAL nadin naman ang KARMA. hahaha. pero ang hirap humanap ng bago. nakakatakot na.. inisip ko sana hindi nalang ako naging loyal.

OPO, hndi *** po kayong mga babae ang may ganitong klaseng problema. kami ding mga lalaki. hahahaha

What does it mean? Black mail ba?

[chizmojo]

I gave her my virginity.

[Sandrina]

Pumunta sa bahay nila kahit na madaling araw na umuwi galing sa work at hilong-hilo. Gumegewang-gewang pa habang naglalakad..

[chizmojo]

I gave her 2 eggs
The left and the right
The center is long
The hair is kulot

[Jameaux]

I researched about soulmates and believed in it. I justified every argument I had against those who didn't believe it. Kahit pinagtatawanan na ako ng mga kaibigan ko. Even though they appear to have listened to what I was saying, the look in their eyes showed otherwise. Anyway, I have moved on. It inspired me to appreciate mysticism so okay lang.

[mondee]

gumawa ng speech para sa kanya, di ko alam kung stupid to..


The Love That I’ll Never Have

Try to look at the sky, do you think it’s gonna rain? It so amazing to feel rain, the water that flows into you is unstoppable, sometimes raging so fast or maybe gently pours down. Rain is like love. What is love? Love is a very powerful word. It is an unstoppable emotion that is supposed to be felt by every one of us. When someone is in love, actions are set to do in order to show the love and to bind it into a relationship. See that’s what love can do, but does the same thing happen to all of us? The answer is no, there are some love which are not bound to happy ending. Sad but that’s a fact that becomes a part of the Earth’s rotation.
How can you tell to someone that you’re in love with him/ her? It’s too hard, isn’t it? It takes a lot of courage but sometimes the bravery that you have will turn into misery. A thing that can ruin you or mold you to be a better person. Is it fair? I think it is because having the courage to love you should also have the courage to suffer too and love without pain is impossible.
Love can be magic but as we all know magic can sometimes be an illusion. Why can’t it be real? There are certain reasons why can’t we have the love that we are aiming for. Listen to the following phenomena. First, let me ask you, “Who are your celebrity crushes?” have you ever think that a famous celebrity have a feeling for you? Well if you answered a big yes you might be experiencing erotomania a phenomena in which you think a celebrity is falling in love with you and you think that person is your soul mate. Sounds impossible, isn’t it? But it is happening most especially to the teen-agers. Next, who is your best friend? Who are you’re friends? I can tell you who you are by knowing them but I can’t tell if you’ll be falling in love with each other. Respect is what attached person in friendship and it is set to be destroyed by love especially at the end of your story. How about this, is there anyone on your same sex that arouse your interest or maybe a member of your family that you want to build in with? Its more complicated because here people involved thinks about what the people that surrounds them are set to think, it seems like you care a lot about what the society has to say. When we fall in love, it’s the soul that is captured and fighting with it will not be easy. Those alibis are good excuses why can’t you have the love but what if there’s nothing really wrong. What if the reason is just simply the person just don’t like you? That’s the hardest reason possible I think.
The heart broken times, the time where in you're saying that you're an idiot falling for the wrong person. There are times that you're all alone, sleeping and waiting to be woke up by him/ her but unfortunately, and no face appeared as you open your eyes the next morning. We usually do certain things in order to erase that person in your mind. One would probably said that finding another love is the best thing others may moved on with their life and do a lot of things and making their selves busy by giving time for their family, studies, career or even social life. But is forgetting someone who put scar on your face that easy? No, some would probably be stuck in that moment, be a hostage of the love and be trapped there, believing, being faithful, and learning to love without anything in return.
What’s the best option among the list that I have given a while ago? Actually it depends on the person; whatever the choice is let’s respect it. Whatever it is the love inside will never die, still remaining there. I think loving someone without anything in return is a big blessing, its true love, the love that everybody wants but unfortunately ignoring it when its there. The efforts you have would where simply be wasted. It is somewhat like there's a glass that fell on your feet and the blood is already dripping but that person just looks at you, still unconscious, looking but never knew that you did that to get the attention. You'll be doing that until the time that you realized that you became addicted. In your thoughts, in your dreams, that person is always there. He/She is like a leech that sucks blood from you and you can't breathe and you can't see the world without him/her, that person has taken over you and you realized that you need to be fixed.
On the time that you realized you lose yourself and the damage has been done for you, that's the time wherein all you think is how to fight the feeling, how to kill it, it is the hardest part in love. Why are you afraid of losing that person when you know that he/she is not aware that you exist? Forgetting someone is not easy, one must solve the problem in order to forget and its not easy that why the next best option is set to come, to avoid, try to let go. Letting go is not to forget, not to think or to ignore. It doesn't have any feelings of sadness, emptiness, hatred, anger, jealousy or regret. It’s not about pride and it’s not dwelling on the past or blocking memories. Most of all it’s not about giving up and being a loser. To let go is to cherish the memories, to be thankful to the memories that made you laugh, cry and grow but to overcome it and moved on. Its learning, experiencing and growing molded together. It’s having a confidence in the future. Letting go is having the courage to accept change and accept there are things that cannot be, and the strength to keep moving. It’s to open a door and to clear a path and set yourself free.
You realized that the time of departure is already there and as we travel we carry something with us. Everybody would probably agree that its nice to travel with someone who can lighten up our load, but usually its easier to just drop what we've been carrying so we can get to our destination sooner even though there's still no place to land on. Where will we go? Why do we clutch at that baggage even when were desperate to move? Because we still believe that a chance is still there and believing on it, letting go will not be possible instead we walk away to the lovely sunshine that is waiting for us and do the same mistake again, instead of killing it, you already lose control and waking up from this nightmare seems impossible and all you can do is to pray let it be over.
A while ago I said that in order to feel love I must be ready to suffer. I feel bad because you, the one who opened my heart was not the one for me but do I have the right to blame you? The answer is no because you didn't asked for it but did you ever realized that you did something to me one day, the day you break my suit of armour by simply taking over me. I'm not the same person I was 2 days ago since that day. Something is different and I can't figure it out and I know I can’t never be that me again. I call your name over and over, like a refrain. I became your hostage; you ate me and leave me like the last piece of cookie in the jar, all alone and broken. I’ve been lickin’ my wounds but the venom seeps deeper and I’m about to break that’s why I need to walk away from you that's why I cried a river and made a bridge that I’m about to pass. I know I can pass the bridge without looking back at your side, without regretting that I passed it. The time that I can be on the other side of the bridge, smiling and facing the lovely day that I've should felt before when I was with you. I know that day will come, very soon, very very soon.
With that ladies and gentlemen, that’s the love that I’ll never have.

[KnightTemplar86]

I fell in love with a girl who just broke up sa ka live in nya for many years, they had 2 kids, (though 1 died) the guy was my professor in high school, and married sya and super babaero. crush ko n yun girl way back then. The girl and I had common friend so when I saw the opportunity I courted her, telling her that I am willing to set aside the past. I defended and justified her to my family, tinanggap naman sya eventually kahit 8 years ang age gap namin, ako barely 20 lang ako. SHE ASSURED ME NA SHE’S DONE WITH THE GUY NA.
Out of great love sabi ko sa kanya na OK lang if sumama siya minsan dun sa ex nya lalo na when it comes to the things concerning the child, sabi ko all for the sake of the child, malaki naman tiwala ko sa kanya, but I made it clear sabihan ako ahead and the child must be there. Pag nagigipit din lalo na pag delayed ang sweldo nya ako nag papahiram, plus all the other gifts. Minsan midnight she would call me gusto daw nya makipag xxx, ako naman tatakas sa bahay.
One time I met her and her ex mag kaangkas sa motor from somewhere na sila lang dalawa, I was not notified about it and the child was not with them. I ignored it, sabi ko wala lang yun. Yung ex nya actually as my former prof ay partners ko rin sa isang small business, in and out ako sa house nya. One time I went to her ex’s house , madalas kami mag inuman, minsan target shooting, close ang mga windows and front door, so I went thru the back door as I use to do, there and then BOOM yung girl and yung guy nasa loob, hair nya magulo, pawis, tuliro, I did not say anthing lumabas n lang ako, the girl followed me and said ano daw problema ko and napaka immature ko daw. That night we met, I was expecting some explanation pero wala, sa inis ko I gave her a dozen are Armalite bullet sabi ko next time I will fire those bullet on them. Then I ended the relationship. I told her, someday I will be better and I will achieve more than the guy.
I relocated here sa manila to move on and to take graduate studies just to forget her. Now nag karoon kami ulit ng communication, and lagi nya ko sinasaway when I talk about the past.

[saphire]

-magsangla ng alahas para may pang date at pambili ng regalo
-ilang beses nagpilit makipagbalikan sa ex kahit sinasabing ayaw na sakin
-sa ex na ito, bumili ng pba ticket ng fave band nya para sopresahin sya at yayain sya makasama kunwari free lang yun ticket para hindi ako ma-obvious..ang loko last minute nagback out
-magtago sa sinehan para umiyak ng 4 hours after nya makipagbreak days bago bday ko
-hinanap ang bahay nya kahit ang tanging info ko lang e taga pasay sya at tapat ng isang aero school ang bahay nila

[msofficer]

broke up because of a third party. then pumayag na maging third party sa kanila

[Arc_6]

broke up because of a third party. then pumayag na maging third party sa kanila

ha ha ha! Hi Chief.

Dito ako nagulat. Then, ano nangyari?