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Sta|ker · Aug 2, 2002, 01:35 AM

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JENSIE_G · Aug 2, 2002, 03:03 AM

Morning Twinkle!

Enjoy your Thursday! Happy August!

Sweetkay · Aug 2, 2002, 07:24 AM

Pa-post lang po please.

Pexers:

Please pray for my thesis. Please pray that my mentor will allow us to defend this term. If he doesn't kasi, extended pa kami till next term. If he doesn't allow us, we will not graduate this October but on January pa. Please pray. Thank you and God bless.

JENSIE_G · Aug 2, 2002, 10:18 AM

Good Evening Twinkle!

Musta ka na? Long time no see ah. I know you're busy with school...

Please don't skip dinner ha...

Ingatz & see yah around...

SentimentalFool · Aug 2, 2002, 02:37 PM

[spoiler start]sa lahat ng dumaan, thanks guys. medyo super dami problema ko talaga this week.

my best friend had a nervous breakdown last monday because of personal problems, and i was so scared to see her that way. i felt so helpless because i didnt know what to do, or how to make her feel better. one minute she was in rage and was crying her heart out, the next minute she was laughing hysterically. and i didnt know how to handle that. i ended up calling her mom. right now she's under medication, pero we're not yet sure if she's responding to it. she wont be coming to school for a very long time, and i cry over her every night. i call frequently to check up with her mom, and my heart bleeds everytime she cries. hindi ko na ren makaya. pag dating ko pa sa school, lahat sila nagtatanong kung ano na at kung kamusta na sha, hindi ko na naman alam ang isasagot ko. feeling ko super wala ako kwenta kse hindi ko sha natulungan, and i didnt see it coming. i was her bestfriend, pero hindi sha nagco-confide. she was so afraid i wouldnt understand...pero 5 years na kami magbest friends, if there was someone who would understand her, it's me. sometimes it hurts den when i think about it, that she didnt trust me enough to tell me everything. sabi nila it's not my fault, pero i cant help but feel that way.

to top it off, in the 4 days in this week, ive only got 6 hours of sleep. ang dami ginagawa, feeling ko magco-collapse na ko. hindi ko na alam kung ano uunahin ko sa dami, tapos every night i cant help but cry myself to sleep when i think of my best friend. my parents told me i was crying in my sleep and that i should not think of my bestfriend muna, kse baka ako daw ang sumunod.

tapos exams ko na next week, super hindi pa kami tapos sa lessons. UPCAT ko pa this saturday which reminds me that my bestfriend and i were supposed to take this test together. now i dont even know if she can recognize me pa.

director pa ako ng dance production namen, and ive got a school paper to run pa. hayyyyyyyy. hindi ko na ata kaya. im sick na naman.

wala pa akong naaral sa upcat, hindi ko alam kung papasa pa ko niyan, kahit asa top 18% ako ng batch. feeling ko wala na ko alam. pagod na lang ang nararamdaman ko araw-araw. my friends said kitang kita daw sa mata ko yung hirap at pagod na dinadala ko, kso hindi ko naman alam kung paano gagaan ang loob ko.

kaya pasensya na kung medyo matagal-tagal ren ako nawala dito ha, kse hirap na talaga ako. not to mention ang puso ko na hindi pa ren nakakalimot sa isang tao. hay. pero i really appreciated all the efforts na bigay nyo just to visit this thread. thank you so much. bayaan niyo, pag gumaan-gaan na, babalik ako dito.

ingat kayong lahat ah.

[spoiler end]

shooting_star · Aug 2, 2002, 03:35 PM

awww. twinx, don't be too hard on yourself. wag mong pilitin gawin lahat. baka nga mag-break down ka din dahil sa ginagawa mo sa sarili mo. mahirap yun. 6 hours of sleep in 4 days??? grabe. don't do that please???? get a lot of rest. lalo kang magkakasakit niyan eh....

about the upcat, don't worry if di ka masyadong nakaaral. i remember when i took the upcat three years back, the morning of the exam lang ako nag-attempt mag-aral. considering the fact that you're among the top students in your batch, you have an advantage. good luck ulit twinx.

ulitin ko lang, get yourself some rest ha.

kermit_d_hermit · Aug 2, 2002, 11:20 PM

twinx whatever you do, don't blame yourself for what happened to your bestfriend. these things just happen. sometimes it just hits us when we least expect it. just be there for her. sometimes best friends don't need to do anything else. just being there for her will mean a lot and make such a big difference. isipin mo, kung wala ka pa, ano na kaya nangyari sa kanya? o di ba?

you seem to have a strong character, you'll get through this.

about the UPCAT... don't worry too much about it. just be confident when you're taking the exam. it's fairly easy. tama si cham, you have an advantage already since you're one of the top students in your class. high school grades are taken into consideration when computing for the UPG.

i didn't belong to the top 20% of my class, pero pumasa ako sa UP, quota course pa. ikaw pa kaya? kaya mo iyan!

JENSIE_G · Aug 3, 2002, 12:59 AM

SentimentalFool » [spoiler start]Good Morning Twinkle! I know you're going through rough times... I'm sorry to hear about your friend. What you did was right. You should immediately inform her mom/dad.

Good luck with all your school stuff and activities... Especially your exams! Good luck sa UPCAT! Kaya mo yan!

Ingatz palagi & see yah around...[spoiler end]

SentimentalFool · Aug 4, 2002, 01:11 AM

ate cham, thanks po.

hayyyyyyyyyy...la lang. kinakabahan lang ako talaga ngayong umaga eh. feeling ko wala ako sasagutin mamaya. ayaw ko nga muna isipin mga problema ko eh kundi wala na talaga ako ibang maiisip niyan. waaaaaaaaaaaaaa ayoko na feeling ko lalabas na puso ko

kuya maaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrcccccccccc, pasensya na kung gabing gabi na ay tinetxt pa kita chaka umaga pa lang nangungulit na ko ehehehe. naha-hyper na naman ako. kinakabahan akooooooooo! musta kagabi? hindi ka na txt back so i suppose nagsayaw ka nga

waaaaaaaaaa ayoko na. naloloka na ren ata ako. kinakabahan ako todo. pero thanks for calling me up. it was really thoughtful of you

paul, thanks.

lately nga medyo pagod talaga ako physically, emotionally and mentally. pero im getting by. with the help of my parents na ren siguro kse napansin nila na sobrang hirap na ako kaya hindi sila ganun kahigpit sa akin lately. oh well. upcat ko na mamaya. ewan ko ba. friends ko nag-aral ako hindi. papasa kaya ako nito?

ewan. bahala na.

JENSIE_G · Aug 4, 2002, 02:13 AM

Morning Twinkle!

Of course naman papasa ka dyan! Kaya mo yan! Please don't forget to eat lunch before the exams ha. Matagal yung exams eh. Saka you can bring snacks or water to the testing room! Magdala ka na rin if you like.

Have a great weekend! Ingatz & see yah around...

kermit_d_hermit · Aug 4, 2002, 03:36 AM

twinx good luck! alam ko mababasa mo ito after the exam pa.. pero ano, madali lang naman di ba?

oo nga, nagsayaw nga ata ako noon... pero lam mo ba, pinapagalitan nga ako ng mga kasama ko eh... huwag daw ako mag-txt sa gitna ng dance floor!

rolling on the floor laughing my a$$ off

*** iba ko kasing txt sa iyo nasa dance floor na ako non eh... oh well.

shooting_star · Aug 4, 2002, 05:13 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by SentimentalFool
ate cham, thanks po.

hayyyyyyyyyy...la lang. kinakabahan lang ako talaga ngayong umaga eh. feeling ko wala ako sasagutin mamaya. ayaw ko nga muna isipin mga problema ko eh kundi wala na talaga ako ibang maiisip niyan. waaaaaaaaaaaaaa ayoko na feeling ko lalabas na puso ko

by now you're taking the UPCAT na... pareho pala tayo, saturday ng hapon nag-exam. good luck ulit... ka-text mo din pala si kuya marc kagabi.

nagwawala yun sa dance floor eh. wag mo muna masyado isipin yung mga problems ha. ingat lagi.

kermit_d_hermit · Aug 4, 2002, 05:19 AM

cham nakita mo ko?

kahiya!

sira ang rockstar image ko!

JENSIE_G · Aug 4, 2002, 02:12 PM

Hi there Twinkle!

Musta UPCAT? I know you aced it!

Daan lang me to check on you... I hope everythin's indeed alright...

Ingatz & see yah around...

SentimentalFool · Aug 4, 2002, 07:58 PM

kuya marrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrcccccccccccccccccccccccc!

salamat sa suporta eber. la lang. sbe na nga ba nagsasayaw ka na kagabi eh, kaya tinigilan ko na txt sa yo at baka madisgrasya ka lang.

besides, dapat nag-eenjoy ka dun, at nakakaistorbo lang po si ako. anyways, musta pauwi? dami ka ren ata mashado ginagawa eh, pahinga ka muna. ako pag-uwi ko tulog ako...eh kso hanggang sa pagtulog ko napapanaginipan kong may gagawin ako eh, *** eto, 3 am gising na ako at gumagawa ng assignment. grabe.

ate cham, grabe naman sa up eh, hindi organized. sbe one hour before dapat andun na. so mga 11.30 andun na ko. nag-start kme pumila sa labas ng building 12.30. tas may mga #s pa na dapat pipilahan mo, according daw kse kme dapat sa id no namen. eh ang hirap naman pumila kse hindi ka na makakagalaw sa spot mo sa dami ng tao talaga. para kang nasa mosh pit. tapos nun, nung pumasok naman kme, basta basta na lang at hindi na sinunod yung pinilahan namin! magkakasama tuloy kme ng mga classmates ko, isa kmeng buong row sa likod ng classroom.

ang nakakainis nga lang, yung instructions ng proctor from 1.00 to 2.00 grabe. ang tagalllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. kaya ang test nagsimula 2 na. tapos kme by 6. hayyyyyyyyyyy pagod. nakita mo pala si kuya marc nagsayaw. hinahanap ka niyan kagabi eh, di ka raw niya makita. buti naman, nakita mo tuloy siyang humahataw sa dance floor.

paul,

salamat sa pagdaan. ok naman ang UPCAT, hindi ganoon kahirap, pero hindi ren ganoon kadali. medyo talagang napaisip ako at sumakit ang ulo ko sa math, at may 3 blanks ako.

sa science naman ganoon din, pero nanghula na lang ako sa iba, ayaw ko naman mag-iwan talaga ng blank, kahit na right minus wrong. i hope tama guesses ko. if not, oh well. kumain naman me kahit papaano, pero ayaw ko talaga kse i was too nervous to eat. pinilit lang ako. sa actual test naman, parang mani na yung candy sa dami ng nakain ko.

musta ka na nga pala? hope you're okay.

eggie · Aug 4, 2002, 08:00 PM

ey der! how are you na? di ka na nagpupunta sa irc ha

anyway, read wats below my post...and comment abt it...

la lang...

SentimentalFool · Aug 4, 2002, 08:02 PM

huwaw, page 25 na pala.

Road Dogg · Aug 4, 2002, 08:06 PM

daya! 25 ka na, 23 pa lang ako...

then again, mas matanda ka kesa sa akin!

ei! musta upcat? i hope you did a very good job! i'll always pray for you, twinks.

miss you girl...

take care always!

SentimentalFool · Aug 4, 2002, 08:07 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by eggie
ey der! how are you na? di ka na nagpupunta sa irc ha

anyway, read wats below my post...and comment abt it...

la lang...

ok lang naman ako...medyo busy the past few days kaya hindi na ko nakakapag-chat na talaga.

may lipton ice cream ba?

alam ko ang bago mango ice tea ah.

eggie · Aug 4, 2002, 08:10 PM

di yan...

yung nakikita sa baba ng mga posts ko...

ito ----> "what's life worth living for if you're not with the one you love..."


Aug 4, 2002, 03:36 AM	#951
kermit_d_hermit big b(r)other Join Date: Aug 2001 Location: Metro_Manila	twinx good luck! alam ko mababasa mo ito after the exam pa.. pero ano, madali lang naman di ba? oo nga, nagsayaw nga ata ako noon... pero lam mo ba, pinapagalitan nga ako ng mga kasama ko eh... huwag daw ako mag-txt sa gitna ng dance floor! *** iba ko kasing txt sa iyo nasa dance floor na ako non eh... oh well.


Aug 2, 2002, 01:35 AM	#941
Sta\|ker Iron Chef Gourmet Sandwich Join Date: Feb 2001 Location: South of North	lurking by -- How the rage begins is my passion Sta\|ker NET


Aug 2, 2002, 03:03 AM	#942
JENSIE_G warm regards Join Date: Oct 2000	Morning Twinkle! Enjoy your Thursday! Happy August!


Aug 2, 2002, 07:24 AM	#943
Sweetkay low profile na Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: w/peepz who luv me	Pa-post lang po please. Pexers: Please pray for my thesis. Please pray that my mentor will allow us to defend this term. If he doesn't kasi, extended pa kami till next term. If he doesn't allow us, we will not graduate this October but on January pa. Please pray. Thank you and God bless.


Aug 2, 2002, 10:18 AM	#944
JENSIE_G warm regards Join Date: Oct 2000	Good Evening Twinkle! Musta ka na? Long time no see ah. I know you're busy with school... Please don't skip dinner ha... Ingatz & see yah around...


Aug 2, 2002, 02:37 PM	#945
SentimentalFool Iwan natin ang mundo. Join Date: Nov 2001 Location: sa pagitan ng m	[spoiler start]sa lahat ng dumaan, thanks guys. medyo super dami problema ko talaga this week. my best friend had a nervous breakdown last monday because of personal problems, and i was so scared to see her that way. i felt so helpless because i didnt know what to do, or how to make her feel better. one minute she was in rage and was crying her heart out, the next minute she was laughing hysterically. and i didnt know how to handle that. i ended up calling her mom. right now she's under medication, pero we're not yet sure if she's responding to it. she wont be coming to school for a very long time, and i cry over her every night. i call frequently to check up with her mom, and my heart bleeds everytime she cries. hindi ko na ren makaya. pag dating ko pa sa school, lahat sila nagtatanong kung ano na at kung kamusta na sha, hindi ko na naman alam ang isasagot ko. feeling ko super wala ako kwenta kse hindi ko sha natulungan, and i didnt see it coming. i was her bestfriend, pero hindi sha nagco-confide. she was so afraid i wouldnt understand...pero 5 years na kami magbest friends, if there was someone who would understand her, it's me. sometimes it hurts den when i think about it, that she didnt trust me enough to tell me everything. sabi nila it's not my fault, pero i cant help but feel that way. to top it off, in the 4 days in this week, ive only got 6 hours of sleep. ang dami ginagawa, feeling ko magco-collapse na ko. hindi ko na alam kung ano uunahin ko sa dami, tapos every night i cant help but cry myself to sleep when i think of my best friend. my parents told me i was crying in my sleep and that i should not think of my bestfriend muna, kse baka ako daw ang sumunod. tapos exams ko na next week, super hindi pa kami tapos sa lessons. UPCAT ko pa this saturday which reminds me that my bestfriend and i were supposed to take this test together. now i dont even know if she can recognize me pa. director pa ako ng dance production namen, and ive got a school paper to run pa. hayyyyyyyy. hindi ko na ata kaya. im sick na naman. wala pa akong naaral sa upcat, hindi ko alam kung papasa pa ko niyan, kahit asa top 18% ako ng batch. feeling ko wala na ko alam. pagod na lang ang nararamdaman ko araw-araw. my friends said kitang kita daw sa mata ko yung hirap at pagod na dinadala ko, kso hindi ko naman alam kung paano gagaan ang loob ko. kaya pasensya na kung medyo matagal-tagal ren ako nawala dito ha, kse hirap na talaga ako. not to mention ang puso ko na hindi pa ren nakakalimot sa isang tao. hay. pero i really appreciated all the efforts na bigay nyo just to visit this thread. thank you so much. bayaan niyo, pag gumaan-gaan na, babalik ako dito. ingat kayong lahat ah. [spoiler end]


Aug 2, 2002, 03:35 PM	#946
shooting_star sparkles(s) Join Date: Apr 2001 Location: Metro_Manila	awww. twinx, don't be too hard on yourself. wag mong pilitin gawin lahat. baka nga mag-break down ka din dahil sa ginagawa mo sa sarili mo. mahirap yun. 6 hours of sleep in 4 days??? grabe. don't do that please???? get a lot of rest. lalo kang magkakasakit niyan eh.... about the upcat, don't worry if di ka masyadong nakaaral. i remember when i took the upcat three years back, the morning of the exam lang ako nag-attempt mag-aral. considering the fact that you're among the top students in your batch, you have an advantage. good luck ulit twinx. ulitin ko lang, get yourself some rest ha.


Aug 2, 2002, 11:20 PM	#947
kermit_d_hermit big b(r)other Join Date: Aug 2001 Location: Metro_Manila	twinx whatever you do, don't blame yourself for what happened to your bestfriend. these things just happen. sometimes it just hits us when we least expect it. just be there for her. sometimes best friends don't need to do anything else. just being there for her will mean a lot and make such a big difference. isipin mo, kung wala ka pa, ano na kaya nangyari sa kanya? o di ba? you seem to have a strong character, you'll get through this. about the UPCAT... don't worry too much about it. just be confident when you're taking the exam. it's fairly easy. tama si cham, you have an advantage already since you're one of the top students in your class. high school grades are taken into consideration when computing for the UPG. i didn't belong to the top 20% of my class, pero pumasa ako sa UP, quota course pa. ikaw pa kaya? kaya mo iyan!


Aug 3, 2002, 12:59 AM	#948
JENSIE_G warm regards Join Date: Oct 2000	SentimentalFool » [spoiler start]Good Morning Twinkle! I know you're going through rough times... I'm sorry to hear about your friend. What you did was right. You should immediately inform her mom/dad. Good luck with all your school stuff and activities... Especially your exams! Good luck sa UPCAT! Kaya mo yan! Ingatz palagi & see yah around...[spoiler end]


Aug 4, 2002, 01:11 AM	#949
SentimentalFool Iwan natin ang mundo. Join Date: Nov 2001 Location: sa pagitan ng m	ate cham, thanks po. hayyyyyyyyyy...la lang. kinakabahan lang ako talaga ngayong umaga eh. feeling ko wala ako sasagutin mamaya. ayaw ko nga muna isipin mga problema ko eh kundi wala na talaga ako ibang maiisip niyan. waaaaaaaaaaaaaa ayoko na feeling ko lalabas na puso ko kuya maaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrcccccccccc, pasensya na kung gabing gabi na ay tinetxt pa kita chaka umaga pa lang nangungulit na ko ehehehe. naha-hyper na naman ako. kinakabahan akooooooooo! musta kagabi? hindi ka na txt back so i suppose nagsayaw ka nga waaaaaaaaaa ayoko na. naloloka na ren ata ako. kinakabahan ako todo. pero thanks for calling me up. it was really thoughtful of you paul, thanks. lately nga medyo pagod talaga ako physically, emotionally and mentally. pero im getting by. with the help of my parents na ren siguro kse napansin nila na sobrang hirap na ako kaya hindi sila ganun kahigpit sa akin lately. oh well. upcat ko na mamaya. ewan ko ba. friends ko nag-aral ako hindi. papasa kaya ako nito? ewan. bahala na.


Aug 4, 2002, 02:13 AM	#950
JENSIE_G warm regards Join Date: Oct 2000	Morning Twinkle! Of course naman papasa ka dyan! Kaya mo yan! Please don't forget to eat lunch before the exams ha. Matagal yung exams eh. Saka you can bring snacks or water to the testing room! Magdala ka na rin if you like. Have a great weekend! Ingatz & see yah around...


Aug 4, 2002, 05:19 AM	#953
kermit_d_hermit big b(r)other Join Date: Aug 2001 Location: Metro_Manila	cham nakita mo ko? kahiya! sira ang rockstar image ko!


Aug 4, 2002, 02:12 PM	#954
JENSIE_G warm regards Join Date: Oct 2000	Hi there Twinkle! Musta UPCAT? I know you aced it! Daan lang me to check on you... I hope everythin's indeed alright... Ingatz & see yah around...


Aug 4, 2002, 07:58 PM	#955
SentimentalFool Iwan natin ang mundo. Join Date: Nov 2001 Location: sa pagitan ng m	kuya marrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrcccccccccccccccccccccccc! salamat sa suporta eber. la lang. sbe na nga ba nagsasayaw ka na kagabi eh, kaya tinigilan ko na txt sa yo at baka madisgrasya ka lang. besides, dapat nag-eenjoy ka dun, at nakakaistorbo lang po si ako. anyways, musta pauwi? dami ka ren ata mashado ginagawa eh, pahinga ka muna. ako pag-uwi ko tulog ako...eh kso hanggang sa pagtulog ko napapanaginipan kong may gagawin ako eh, *** eto, 3 am gising na ako at gumagawa ng assignment. grabe. ate cham, grabe naman sa up eh, hindi organized. sbe one hour before dapat andun na. so mga 11.30 andun na ko. nag-start kme pumila sa labas ng building 12.30. tas may mga #s pa na dapat pipilahan mo, according daw kse kme dapat sa id no namen. eh ang hirap naman pumila kse hindi ka na makakagalaw sa spot mo sa dami ng tao talaga. para kang nasa mosh pit. tapos nun, nung pumasok naman kme, basta basta na lang at hindi na sinunod yung pinilahan namin! magkakasama tuloy kme ng mga classmates ko, isa kmeng buong row sa likod ng classroom. ang nakakainis nga lang, yung instructions ng proctor from 1.00 to 2.00 grabe. ang tagalllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. kaya ang test nagsimula 2 na. tapos kme by 6. hayyyyyyyyyyy pagod. nakita mo pala si kuya marc nagsayaw. hinahanap ka niyan kagabi eh, di ka raw niya makita. buti naman, nakita mo tuloy siyang humahataw sa dance floor. paul, salamat sa pagdaan. ok naman ang UPCAT, hindi ganoon kahirap, pero hindi ren ganoon kadali. medyo talagang napaisip ako at sumakit ang ulo ko sa math, at may 3 blanks ako. sa science naman ganoon din, pero nanghula na lang ako sa iba, ayaw ko naman mag-iwan talaga ng blank, kahit na right minus wrong. i hope tama guesses ko. if not, oh well. kumain naman me kahit papaano, pero ayaw ko talaga kse i was too nervous to eat. pinilit lang ako. sa actual test naman, parang mani na yung candy sa dami ng nakain ko. musta ka na nga pala? hope you're okay.


Aug 4, 2002, 08:00 PM	#956
eggie take me as i am Join Date: Sep 2001 Location: Antipolo	ey der! how are you na? di ka na nagpupunta sa irc ha anyway, read wats below my post...and comment abt it... la lang...


Aug 4, 2002, 08:02 PM	#957
SentimentalFool Iwan natin ang mundo. Join Date: Nov 2001 Location: sa pagitan ng m	huwaw, page 25 na pala.


Aug 4, 2002, 08:06 PM	#958
Road Dogg Smell My Face!!! Join Date: Sep 1999 Location: Washington, DC	daya! 25 ka na, 23 pa lang ako... then again, mas matanda ka kesa sa akin! ei! musta upcat? i hope you did a very good job! i'll always pray for you, twinks. miss you girl... take care always!


Aug 4, 2002, 08:10 PM	#960
eggie take me as i am Join Date: Sep 2001 Location: Antipolo	di yan... yung nakikita sa baba ng mga posts ko... ito ----> "what's life worth living for if you're not with the one you love..."