Schadow1's poems (sa mga nagrequest)

[schadow1]

Sunrise

Eastern ray rises from thy darkened path
Grievance of yesterday that remarked wrath
Hath remained me only through my shadows
Regret rules over the black with it glows.

Visions of my once isolated world
Exists within as a blistered gold
But its presence proves its reminiscence
That dies as the new day shares its essence

As seconds’ hand makes its awaited leap
New rays slowly brightens me; and I keep
Haste that succumb with my shadow, vanished
Dreaded past self --- by the new ray --- vanquished

Now as I face thee with myself anew
I have seen thine light that is shared in you
The wrong dark veil, covered me in deceit,
Cannot drag me down because you are near

Glancing at you on the first time we’ve met
Showed me the way to where I should take step
Though the night swallowed me to darkness’ fell
I believe that from that on, I shall dwell.

Enthrone me upon the star-filled dark sky
Brighten the nights, like noon, into my eye
Breathe me hope when in my vein runs despair
Grasp my setting life as I feel your care

Love I offer you is what I cherish
Sweetness I feel from you causes me bliss
You unwalled the darkness that covers me;
With all I can be, I shall give to thee

Indefinite shall be the brightest day
That rose within you in that eastern ray
Forever, I shall see the rightest path
The light you have brought cured me from the wrath.

Near sun undoubtedly jealous to thee
Darkened world awaits patiently with glee
Together with them, I count passing time
With them, I wait for thine dark side sublime

Eternal light shall heed its rest in you
Without you, my self shall die in this blue
But with you, crippled life shall walk anew
Eastern rays shall shine as my dreams come true.


14 January 1997
by schadow1

Poem in "Changes" Vol.1 Schadow's Poetry

[PuNkChick]

wala na kong masabi!!! elibs na si me *clap*clap*....schadow1 are u a writer? i mean do u do this for living ahihihi...tatanong lang po... :D.... well u have a very fine talent WtG!! *sipsip mode* ahahaha... isa pa nga... gusto ko yung senti ah...request lang po ;)

[bLaCk]

wow. just wow....

*me hurries up to get my own book of poems...
*me tears the pages.. walang binatbat kay Schiadow!!

[wAgKaNgMaKuLiT]

wow naman... iba na talaga kung ika'y makata... saludo po ako sa iyo kuya schadow... :)

[schadow1]

Punkchick
I'm not a writer and i don't do this for a living. It's just a spur of the moment when i write these things. Actually, I'm into Computer Business (layo 'no?) Well, enjoy niyo na lang.

Kulit[/b}
thank you! thank you!!! :) bow!

[b]Black
hwaaaag!!! wag mo punitin! sayang. All poem writers start in making simple poems. Sayang! Besides, there is no such thing as ugly poem. All is beautiful as long as your emotions were there when you wrote it, right? Ako nga rin.. nag-start sa corny poems.. pero at least, i know they were my emotions during that time.

2 the readers
This poem was composed for my ex-gf. Yeah she is also my cousin. We've been together for 2 years. It was a perfect relationship but unfortunately, we met in a reunion and we just knew she was my 2nd cousin pala. :( Peace cuz!

Forbidden Love
a poem for my second cousin

A heart’s mistake is to love someone
related to your blood...


Can this be?
I ask myself
Who’ll forever be
Hopeless in my heart

Love is the mistake
That caused my infinite load
Forever will I beg
For her love that is forbidden

Always I pray
That God will destroy this passion
In order for myself
To enlight the coming years

Restless is what I feel
Every night I think of my blunder
Misery is what it created
Everytime my heart insists.

In time,
I hope I’ll forget
The love that once began
In the province of our faithful hero
Near the land of the dancing feast

Save me, oh my loving God
For this maybe the night
Of raining eyes
Knight of truth
I now should conceal
In my heart that thirst from thy love.

Seeing the truth
Hurts my fragile heart
You and I are likely the same
Blood from thy and mine
Parallel from our forefathers’ blood

Arise myself
From the truth that my knight conveys
Sorry, I am
To fail to express what I feel for you
Realizing that you
Should be loved only as my kin

Gallant heart, I need your aid
Help me to face the truth I should pursue
She is my love, and if I can’t let go
Help me dear God, this insanity to keep.

17 January 1995
by Schadow1

Poem in "Changes" Vol.1 Schadow's Poetry

[RöttenMind]

schadow1:

:( kakaiyak naman... *hikbi*

anywayz, happy birthday!!! :)

[PuNkChick]

schadow1 .... ang lungkot naman :(

birthday mo pala!!! libre naman oh!! :D

[IceAngel]

Wow, Schadow1, I never you could write so well. If you want to post your poetry on the net, there's a site I currenly frequent where I post my poetry also. The url is www.pacific.net.ph/talk/poetic_justice (http://www.pacific.net.ph/talk/poetic_justice) . Feel free to drop by there and post anytime, and maybe comment on some of the stuff I've written too. I wanted to post here too but I never had the courage. Anyway, keep on writing. =)

[wAgKaNgMaKuLiT]

kakaiyak naman yan poem ng ex gf mo...
*snif snif*

[schadow1]

eto pa.. para sa soulmate ko.. kung sino man siya :)

Dreams


Weary, I had traveled long before they knew me
I have reached the floors of the deepest oceans
I have traveled long roads, others have never been
I have been alone, trapped in my destiny to solitude

I can still reminisce my shadow that used to be with me
She is there whenever I walk along blinding paths
I thought I was free whenever I enclose myself in this darkest room
I never knew, she is a lot stronger that way

In reality, she’s always there, night or day.
On days, she is here right by my side
On darkest nights, she engulfs my entire self
Wherever I may go… I am restless

I face myself before the mirror
Stretched my hands before it
Slowly, I let my hands caress the slope of my face
But, who else, what I see is only my reflection.

It is my reflection, indeed
I’m still alone… trapped in my world
There’s only one who can hear my language
A language that can be heard only by myself.

Years have passed I still continued my journey
I had searched and I climbed mountains
I reached the sky and cruise to different seas
I breathe but the wind never let me be

I have toured the busiest cities
And walked in every road I may see
I have been with different people on different corners
Only knowing that I’m still, and always have been alone.

How I wish I’d never see a shadow again
How I beg to find someone who’ll walk with me
Without the darkest shade of my dreaded shadow
But with the brightest light that relates to who I am

I have fell but still struggled to stand up
I have been wounded, but still tried to stop the blood
I have drowned but still fought back to swim up
I was blinded but still dreamt to see the light

What I felt was very painful
I felt I was strong, though I tremble inside
Then I grasped the side of my bed for survival
I woke up and I realized, I was only dreaming.

As I open my eyes,
Once more, I look in to the mirror
I can no longer see my reflection
But now, I can see you.


15 September 1999
by Schadow1

Poem in "Changes" Vol.1 Schadow's Poetry

[sampaguita]

:) I like how you can easily pour your emotions on paper as easily as sun shines. Keep it up, as I'm sure you will do as long as you live.